Future Plans and Closing Thoughts

I love that. Yeah. It's coming. A bitch She's com in Baldi. it's gonna be a long day with that . Oh my gosh. Fuff. Hi Fluffy. say your dog' so cute and I'm gonna say your shoes are so cute. so is she. Have a seat right there Fluffy Are you allowed to am I allowed to touch the dog or no Really Right. Just don't touch your brother. You're not allowed to do that. Oh, that's fluffy.uff Welcome, Balon. Thank you so much for having me. Oh, no, thank you for being here. This is my daughter, Jackie that is fluffy. Do you want to put on headsets ure. Well, you don't have to, you can hear me. Hey mom. Would I be able to get fluffy? Would you be able to get fluffy for me loveuff You can leave Fluffy in here if you want. Is arere you more comfortable having Fluffy with you It's great with us Yeah, Mom, you don't have to get fluffy.uff. Mom, don't worry about I got two thumbs up from momom Proud mom to you you're now misses You misses I am a mrses. I'm bld bitch. I'm very excited. I'm so excited to be a wife. I'm so excited to just reunite with the man I love the most and become one and just share bank accounts and share lies and share everything. bank accounts. That's m Oh my God, it's making me emotional. It is making me emotional. Well who makes more money? You or him? I think you do I think he's more excited. So I think you were speaking for him when he said about money. I'm just excited to make everything joint. That's like generally what I'm just trying to say. Yeah. I don't care about the money. I just care that our We're united. Can I ask a person? I only one. just wa all. I' J just wa. Can I ask a personal question Sure D did you just sign a pre up Yes, I did So I'm so glad I think mom's gonna give me two thumbs up again. M Right M. I thought you're asking that. Well Oh am I allowed to Jackie, Mkay? Where are you allowed to w Yeah, I'm good. I'm good. say I think that's You want to know something? think I think the fact that you mentioned that, you have been from the time you've gotten on the air, I think we knew you before your show. on TikTok was original Is that is that where you started? Yes. Is that how they found you, Tely Yes. So and how long were you on TikTok You're still on TikTok. No, before they like, what year did you get on TikTok I got on TikTok probably in twenty twenty two What was the impetus for wanting to go on TikTok? So I originally never downloaded TikTok on my phone. I never had it. L when all the dances went viral and things like that, I was just like, I'm stick to Instagram. I'm fine. I don't really want to make any videos And then I started making like just casual fun videos and then I realized I went to a Marshals and one of the girls I went to school with was like following me around the store and like recording me after COVID happened And like I don't know what she did with the videos, but obviously before COVID, I was a little bit different. My ticks weren't as bad as they turned into be So I went on social media after that video came about and I basically just put my foot forward and told my story from my perspective. obviously I look a little bit different, act a little bit different from when you first knew me from high school, but this is my story to tell. It's not your story to tell. So I went on social media and I just like was so done hiding who God dam Who I was Um, So I took which was an incredibly brave, wonderful move. I'm a proponent of that. You know, I've OCD Sorry. And I've been a proponent of mental health awareness and removing stigmas from any type of humanity I think we're all different. So I'm fascinated by people who put that foot forward as you say. But then to take the leap and say, okay, we want to make a whole television show. It was definitely u a risk that we were willing to take just because in the world that we live in today, there's not much awareness, there's not much shows in Hollywood, there's not many things advocating fortraretes in Hollywood ways And I wanted to bring my platform to a different light and spread more awareness that I probably wouldn't be able to reach through social media And the whole reason why I started social media, the whole reason why I started the show suck dick is to spread awareness about threat syndrome for the next generation of people to be that voice for kids or families or children or anybody out there that doesn't feel like they have one. Isn't it kind of scary though, becausecause when you're going on TikTok, you have a say of what you're putting out there. Like you know what you want to upload, what you want to say, who you want to respond to, who you want to block. You don't really have the same thing when you are putting out on TV. There's editors You don't have final Well, I don't know how your deal went. Maybe you do have finals say and what they can air, what they could film. So I would think that would be a lot scarier to get control. I do not. No. I don't get to watch any of the episodes before they come out. There is definitely Definitely what you're saying is very true It's very scary, especially going from like being a woman in society and being judged off of weight in your hair And your skin tone and you're not wearing enough makeup and like you're not tall enough or you're not pretty enough or you don't fit in enough. It's definitely difficult having cameras on you twenty four seven and being like, are you gonna get my bad side? Are you gonna get my stomach rolls? Are you gonna get my leg hair? Like what are you gonna like there's been times where I've been like, can you not film me at this angle and they don't but it's just personal preference that like I realize in my heart and in my head that this is bigger than me And this is bigger than anything else going on. L this is something that I felt like I was called to do and I'm going to be as vulnerable as possible to anybody regardless of if you have T or if you have OCD, I have OCD as well. I also have bipolar. I have a lot of conditions and to bring light to any of them is ust truly all that I want Not only bringing light, removing the stigma. I think people who have these things and you kind of alluded to that before you did TikTok is you were kind of hid like did people in high school not know So when I was in high school, My ticks were very, very mild. I didn't really know what was going on. I had like a throat clearing It kind of was like, look or something like that. I can't really remember, but it was a throat clearing tick And I moved my head a lot, my neck jerked. I probably say that I only ticked ten times a day before COVID happened. L It was very, very minimal. A lot of my friends didn't know what was going on. There was a time where I went to my group of friends and I was like, yeah, I'm going to see a cardiologist because they think it's my throat closing and things like that. Turns out it's Tourette syndrome. I have Tourette syndrome stupid But before COVID happened, I did have Tourette syndrome. and then when COVID happen? My Trereat syndrome got so bad to the point where all of my doctors took my diagnosis away and he's like, I have no idea what you have But you don't belong in society. you don't belong In college, you don't you shouldn't get a job, you shouldn't work, you shouldn't drive. like Wh's saying that? My doctor, my neurologist told me to my mom's here, they literally looked at my mom and said, she will do Nothing. That's literally what they told. What kind of doctor is this? So he was a neurologist, but was he should be was. Yeah. is. And he didn't specialize in movement disorders and we found that out after he undiagnosed me. He basically was like, I can't even see you as a patient anymore because I don't even specialize in trettes. and we're like, well, why didn't you tell us this at the beginning And he's like, well, you never asked. And we're like, dude, Like we're here to get help and you're not helping us. So Wow. I feel like there's a lot of doctors like that. I know I know them. So everyone knows not to go. No. You'd be helping a lot. P people who are sitting there trying to figure themselves out, mayaybe they're his patients. Howy Mandel here. Some days your brain feels sharp. Other days it's still loading. Life moves fast and keeping up shouldn't feel complicated. MYCL Wellness creates clean, thoughtfully formulated mushroom gummies made with lions madeade, cordiceceps, and cognizine cit choline designed to support focus, clarity, and steady energy throughout your day. Best of all, they're vegan, organic, and gluten free. For a limited time, use code Howy twenty to get twenty percent off at mYCl wellness dot com d Time is limited, people. Well, I know there's even like autism diagnosis. There'll be doctors that be like, oh, you have this level. They're never going to be able to do anything. Your child's never going to walk. They're never going to talk. They're never going to live on their own. and they just like diminish all the hope that the parents may have are putting them in there's a lot of doctors that give a diagnosis and a prognosis for what the future might look like. and I feel like that's just wrong I looked at my mom on the way home and I said, Mom, you need to pull overver. And I looked at her. I said, tears blow in my face. I said, I'm going to college. I don't care if I fail. I don't care if I drop out. I don't care what I do. I'm going just to say to myself that I can do things that you told me I can't do Because I'm not the type of person where you're going to sit there and tell me, oh, you can't do that because you have tourettes. Watch me because I'll prove you wrong in a matter of five seconds. But he didn't even know it was touretes. He was'tiag He took it away. He diagnosed you with tourettes and then saw how bad it got and he's like This is not Tourets. And then we went to the Mayo Clinic I think five months later And she was like, I see thousands of patients, I see thousands of people like you W it up Be. And this is one hundred percent Tourette syndrome. Every down to a T was threat, Threat, threat. That says something about you because a lot of people could hear that diagnosis and just give up. And the fact that you're like, that's not going to be me and I'm going to college and I'm going to prove I' wrong, It says something about you and who you are as a person Which is incredible. You're her much. so Have you had a chance to say to him or her, I don't know if it was a male doctor It was a male doctor. Have you had a chance to say told you so? I haven't. I haven't Okay Chelsea Handler Yeah. It's always the male doctor. You did have a chance to No, but I just He doesn't really bother me anymore He really doesn't. He did what he needed to do. No, he didn't. And prove to me that I can takeake what he said And he can shove it up his ass. L respectfully. L not respect. Shove it up his ass should never be followed by respectfully. Very true. You can't shove anything up your ass with respect. That's not true Maybe you can. Some people can. It's my daughter. This is my daughter This is just so uncomfortable Yeah I ever have But I'm sure I't I don't want to have this discussion. And we have a guest here and this is not a father daughter discussion. Okay now you he my. You Penis. How is your family with being recorded and being in Like social media and on the show. Be social media or media so Can I swear fucking mean? It is so fucking mean. Fucking mean. It is so horrible Social media, I' definitely say is difficult for my family to handle. Definitely going into the show There was a lot of concerns just about being on TV and showing our life and having all of those comments and all of those opinions come our way Um, But I'd say the person that has the hardest time with it is my sister My sister struggles with it a lot. She goes to Reddit, she will lookingoney for it. Yeah, which she also has severe OCD as well. So like she'll go through and try to find the negative comments to like thoughts And there's no while she has OCD, so there's no stopping her Do you turn your comments off on your social media? I do not turn my comments off, but I also don't look at them I try my hardest to not be absorbed in the comments because as soon as I'm absorbed then I'm worried about Oh, like, for example,ed I posted a video that was like, shouldhould I dye my hair brown? and everyone was like, yes, you look washed out. And I was like, okay, delete I'm deleting this. like, okay, that's rude. But at the end of the day, like I love that you're going to the public to find out what you should do with your hair. I never have.. How about your husband? Does he care? I've seen I'm only asking because I've seen a few videos where now that your life is out there, mostly on the television show, there's a lot of people that have opinions on your guys's relationship how he treats you or which I'm not saying is wrong or bad. but a lot of people will have opinions about that. Does he get bothered by those opinions? I think at the beginning he got bothered by the opinions. He would always comment and I'd always have to tell him like, this is just you can't give in to these people. L their opinions really don't matter at the end of the day. mine does. You go to bed with me. You have to be okay with what I think and what I'm okay with and you have to be okay with what you think and what you're okay with and we just have to be on the same page. But at the end of the day There's always going to be somebody with an opinion regardless of if you want it or if you don't want it or if you asked for it or if you didn't. and it's just coming to a conclusion with yourself and are you okay with being okay with that opinion. Did you meet him before the show? Yes, I did five months before the show You were already an item Yes So it was like we got dating I was living at my parents' house at the time. And then I moved into DC and I started I didn't move into DC. I mooved in with him. I lived with him for a little bit. notot like, oh, I moved all my stuff there, but like it was immediately like, we got together. He came to my parents' house every weekend, and then I'd be like, you know, I kind of want to come stay with you in DC. So it was just kind of like that. And then immediately the show happened So it's always been like social media, and like, TV presence he's always really been a part of. Right, but from the time Your sure premiered on TLC to now. Your life is as you were doing on TikTok and Instagram, I think that your life changed dramatically fromrom the series, no Yes, it did in a good way though. I I'm told thousands upon thousands of stories of the ways that I've changed other people's lives and I'm not really able to that unless I meet people. So like I was at a football game at the commander's game in Washington DC and some girl came up to me and she's like, I just got to tell you like my son is alive today because of you. Like he struggles with Tourete so bad. He's had such bad depression. He's fifteen years old. like you just saved his life. And I just have to say thank you. Like I was in a Jipotle one day and this guy came up and he's like, me and my wife, my wife works with spepecial needs kids, and I'm a behavioral therapist. And I just have to say for ten years, we've been waiting for a show to come out like this So when I hear those things, it just makes me feel like, okay, I'm doing something that I need to be doing. I get it. People come up to me from time to time and say, I know another adorable older man and you have given us such Strength in being able to do say that about your OCD No about just being it's time that you're adorable. That I'm adorable. older. People can reallyate. But they just come to me and they say I represent Gus in Meral I've never heard it Maybe. I think I hear it. I like ha. I like. I've heard people say that you're a sex symbol A bunch of people will come up to him all the time and say he's a sex symbol What does that mean? Go ahead my daughter. at it. Go ahead. This is where you want to hear from me your daughter. Explain to Balin why I'm a sex symbol. No, I don't know. I don't see it, but people know it N Not me, I don't see it, but all the time people will come up to him on. I'm sure your mother can explain it to you Is your mother? Is your mother there? Hever come to the mic Have your mother come to the mic? Your parents approve of your husband. Where's your m right?.'re k. Explain your daughter right now she can hear you. Explain to your daughter what this means, why this is going. Why is he a sex symbol? Do Do you see him as a sex symbol That's a loaded question. No, Just the truth Um I don't know, like a sex symbol, isn't it more like like an icon of somebody like complete sexiness, right? So so it's not that wait, hold on, so I'm getting myself in a pickle here You calling me a pickle? No would you say that you're not a sex symbol? Oh. But you won't just clearly go Balon, look, if you don't know what a sex symbol is, look. She's young. A lot of people don't know. How old are you? twentyw three. She's old enough to know. Y, No, She should know. You should get your sex symbol She left. Mom left the.. He was actually offered people's sexiest man a couple of times and he turned it down Really? Yeah. Yeah I always do. Is that a magazine? Yeah ye. Yeah. I always turn it down. They wanted to make me the cover guy and I said, no, because that's not what I'm about. I think that people should love me for what's in here first. Maybe next time. Maybe next time. There's a lot of people. Yeah next time they'll catch you on Sports Illustrat. You never know. I did. I did a sports Illustrates ut Howie Mandel Sports Illustrated swimsuit. I'm gonna show you. You did it. What? No, you didn't. I swear I did. Howie Mandel Sports Illustrated I did the anniversary. It's not even a joke Wait tillil see there it is Click on the one I went top left. There. Yeah, there. Click on that. Oh there. sex. There there I am Se. I was wearing I was wearing a two piece. That' is my dad. That's what your mother was trying to tell you That's me in a two piece What do you think? Be honest This is weird. This is just weird. It? It's just weird. Okay it's not you, 'cause it's not all about you 're not getting a lot I work you work with your family. I work with my family. We have a lot in common. But you guys get along, right Sometimes, is it ever like this? How far do you live from your parents An hour and forty five minutes, depending on traffic. Right. If that was LA, that means you're two blocks away I prettyt much. Wait, Where'd you live right now? watching DC? DC, right And what did your husband do? He's in the military. Can you thank him for his service? I will. I will. He'd love that. Yeah. Is overseas right now? He's not. He's at home He's at home. What military, What service is in? Dickville. Air Force Okay. And what will he be because there are like tensions worldwide. Do you think about the fact that he could possibly be deployed? So he How do I go about this, Jackie? Jackie. Why is this a tough thing? What did we hit on? We don't have to talk about it We don't have to talk about it. Okay. o Oh, he's exploring career ch. Can I say that he's getting out? No. No, because it'll be taken as he's coming out. Okay. Which could imply something totally different coming out would me impoying and implying that he's decided to enjoy men And I don't I don't want there's nothing wrong with that We totally support that. But that would be a whole different type of service. It would be. Yes Is that okay, Jackie thumbs I've gotten so many thumbs up. You've been here for five minutes between your mother and Jackie. I don't know who Jackie is. Who's Jackie? Jackie's my PR person. Is she from TLC? Do they send it? Oh, they send it. Jackie's going to like the season three. is about to begin. Are you excited about season three? I'm so excited. There's a lot of good stuff. Did you already film it? You're done filming, right? We are done filming. But I saw the trailer and everything The wedding is part of it. Yes, it is. Were you brideesillah No, but My sister did call me one. So then you were. Then you were. You just don't know it. You don't realize it, but you were U wasn't okay, I'm like the I'm the most plan be type of person like ever. We got a planner and the only thing that I cared about was if your color matched the scheme of the wedding for everyone or for your bridesmaid? Just for the bridesmaids. Did you pick their dress? I let her pick her color. Was it one? One bridesmaid? No, I had seven bridesmaids and I let them I let my sister pick out her color, but I let them all pick out their dresses. So they But it had to be a certain color. It had to be different There were different colors. So I assigned everyone a dress and a o, I assigned everybody a color. You're br Oh yeah, this sounds very complicated. No, it was so easy. Plan B. I'm assigning everybody a color. Is this part of the show? Becauseuse I can't wait to watch it. You doing all this? Yeah, and my sister bitch at me in Kansas for it. so you'll see that too w. And you don't think you were high maintenance when it comes to like planning and that. I'm not high maintenance in anything in life. Oh, right, it's very important what the ladies what color they're wearing Well, no, that is. It was just the only thing I had control over. Like my wedding planner had control over everything else. L I let her know, let her know what color scheme I wanted. and like that's pretty much it. And she took the reins on it and did everything. What was your color scheme? It was yellow, blue Stick with me. Y. It's a rainbow. I had five I had five colorful dresses and two floral dresses so all my bridesmaids were in different colors. So It sounds very complicated. Yeah, you know, a lot of people, I've been to a lot of weddings and I've made two weddings. My two girls have been married People will say, peach I'm not playing No, No sl. I'm not Sorry, it wasn't Y She's plain. You're very plain. I was, I just said neutral s. Sex symbol had a plain daughter feel b I't feel bad. I love this and that's why your TV st. Was I a bride? Was I a bride Alex? Was I a br? What were you asking? Alex, my brother. Marry your brother. know He Yes, he did hearried. Yeah he did. He officiated her b. That's so cool. Yeah. He dressed as a penguin. Did he really? Yeah I didn't have to be a story. I wantan to go to this wedding. Do you have videos of this weding? Do you have your wedding video I do somewhere. Is the penguin in there? Yeah. Yes. He dressed as a penguin and then he came out with a rock because penguins make for life and he and when a male penguin meets a female penguin they like, they kick a rock to them. And if the female penguin accepts it, that means they're madeated for life. So he brought out a rock and had my husband kick a rock over to me And I accepted it. Oh, that's so cute. Yeah. And then on my other daughter's wedding he dressed as a turtle because if the male turtle when the male turtle, heght a little piece of turtle shit. When a male turtle shits but shit if a female turt, the one female turtle that can't smells and stay in the area. She's willing to come out of her shellf for him What a sick mealody you just came out with It's like a turtle headad poking out like poop And then at the wedding party, do you record the whole party Like for this show Oh, the whole wedding was filmed, everythingverything was filmed M. So you had to behave. what way? Be She ended up on on rememember the show Ridiculousness, Rob Dirdick. Yes the show showhow the clip of Jackie on Rob Dirdich from her wedding night And we didn't plan this. This is not planned This is planned. This was not planned But she ended up on reality TV without even being on reality TV. I don't want to be on TV You've been on TV. I don't like it. You force me I don't force anything. You do force you have a guest now. Don't talk about how I raised you. This is not an appropriate time when some It's on my Instagram. about what? It's on my Instagram. It's on your Instagram O Twitter. Are there going to be so When tension arises and there are cameras around, I would imagine doing a reality show is Oh, they eat that up They love drama At the end of the day, do you ever go, please, please, you said you don't have a final cut. Can you just take that out No I just watch what I say. So you're careful, but you cant control everyone else around you says or does. Nope, you cannot. And that's why you find out stuff that airs that you probably didn't know beforehand. But it also helps to like what we've learned from the last two seasons is anything that airs anytim that we have a conversation or something was said, we call the other person, we let them know and we like kind of like let them know, o, this conversation was had or Oh, this was said just so you're aware that it'll probably be used in the future. Howy Mandel here, ever go from freezing to sweating in just minutes? Tempogenics created a shirt to help keep your temperature more balanced so you can stay comfortable. Tempogenics performance weear uses outlast technology, originally developed for space suits. This special fabric absorbs and releases your body heat to proactively help regulate temperature. It's comfortable enough to wear it every day whether you're at the gym work or even just running errands. Head to shop. tempogenics performanceweare. com and use code Howy for twenty five percent off plus free shipping 'm wearing one. So do you have watch parties? watch with I have for season one and season two, but since the show airs tomorrow, I think we're only watch party's gonna be me and my mom in the hotel room. you're going to be here in L.A. tomorrow. Yeah. That's the premiere. By the time you see it'll be on probably put this on next week. So it willll be the first episode will have aired and the second episode. What are you what are you asking me Kyle You want me to show Jackie? Oh, this is the wedding night. This was the wedding. Wedding night. Yeah Here we go. That's it right there. There she is Feel better What did you do tonight? Alex. You're the bride, right? Yeah. Her head's in the toilet Okay she drined was. my ch. and all over her, my chance she's saying She didn't stop it. You could stop it. Her and her husband went off to the brridal suite And within an hour, my son in law and there I am again. And my son in law called me Twist myad can call me se and roll And called me and said, you gott to come in. And as a father, you don't want to go to the bridal suite. they go up to the bridal suite. He goes, you gotta, there's your daughter is. And then I found her in the bridal suite vomiting because she had over emb She drank Uh and uh And it was one of those Japanese toilets that kept coming down on her head. And it made for a great tape for ridiculousness and it's not a great wedding night You didn't have to record it. Anything weird happened on your wedding night that we're not gonna to see on the show or that we're going to see on the show. Theyid wear the crown toib bed No, I wish I did though. I loved that crown. like fifteen dollar Amazon crown. I love it. It was great. It was a fifteen dollar Amazon crown. We'll put up a picture when we air it. But you looked beautiful. Thank You really did. You look like a princess. And u did you get mad? Like I always hear and I don't know this that other people show up wearing white And if somebody did show up wearing white Would you have been angry don't li I've had people send me dresses and be like, is this appropriate to wear? and the whole dress is white and I'm like If you need to send it to me to ask me if you can wear the white dress, you probably shouldn't wear the white dress. For your wedding, people were doing that. Is that on camera? No Did you on TikTok, did you have your viewers pick your dress, like help you pick your dress or did you not do that No, I a lot of people do that. I got my dress hand designed by Hailey Page, custom to me Like Haley Page, a well known person. She she was she works in Kfield Clinefield in New York City Like her dresses are in like say yes to the dress Oh really? Hailey Page. hit that. I want to know what Hailey Page is. I don't know what Hailey Page. My dad loves Google. I love Google I love Google because I know nothing. Two things I like is Googling and listening to Sunny the Black Pack because It's like Wikipedia. I rememember your whole life was right there. He was singing to you about your life and your. I just wonder how much you want to evolve Yeah. Oh wow. your followers in your life and in your decision making because theyve become such a huge part of your life, you post all the time, you're always talking to them. I wonder how much they have a say in what you do. You said you even asked if you that Hay the bond? Dye your hair. So I ask for like some advice or like some things like that, but I try not to allow it to be like overpowered because I want to make sure that I'm okay with the decision that I make instead of someone else's decision U So I allow for opinions, but if I also don't like those opinions, I don't follow through with that. But it's good to get input. I like that. Do you think it's too late to put my daughter up for adoption I'll look in the comments the comment. No listen, you get their input. I don't have to listen. Yeah. But she gets people on this podcast they comment negatively on her sometimes Yeah she has a she has a resting bitch face Honestly, resting bitch faces are better than happy faces sometimes I agree. I think they only say that to women too. I don't think any man gets accused of having a resting bitch face And if they do you can't know you never tell if they're the type of guy with the resting bitch face, if they're gonna to punch you or they're going gonna kiss you, you never really know. You don't know. No. I think a lot of guys like to rest on a bitch's face. Oh my God to to inappropriate. Jackie, can I get a thumbs up? This is great for TLC. TLC the learning channel. It is the learning channel. we must learn. You're like the star of the whole channel. I think is your show rates, like huge, right. I mean Yes, you're a star Thank you.'t D't take me. Thank yourself. You're the star. I have nothing to do with it. I just You know, I'm amazed that you would be here and sit here and great.ail at walking down the street now? Do you get stopped all the time Yes, but I like love running into people. I'm not really like a very like social person. I have really, really bad social anxiety. But I feel like when it comes to like meeting people, it's just part of the job. It's part of learning a face to a follower and like a supporter in their story. I love learning about them and their life and Why they love me? peopleople come up and they'll go, canan I just Yeah have people say that. So you say, okay and then hug them see, how long? My record is twenty two minutes. Really? It is. And you just hear the mumbling like is there any way that I' see your sister. Is there any way that you can let me But it's fun And it also deters other people from doing it twenty two minutes is my record Okay Do you think you can beat it? No. You try it later tonight. But next time you do it, you just do it Or can I give you a hug? and when they hug you, the other thing I do is there' not another thing to do When you go okay and you put your arms out and they hug you and you just hold their head. I would do that I do that too. Do ahe Do you rub the back of your head with your fingers?ick a little Take a little tickle. little tickle on the top of the ears. That's a good idea. I' comfortable thinking about it. No, but I'll do that. They'll go, I love you on TV and it's so great that you're open and you're talking and everything. And I love you. Can I give you a huging? they go, goo ahead, goo ahead, hug me, hug me. And then you you rub your nipples. and you say go ahead rub your npples. I'tub npps. don't. I didn't rub my nephew.. She makes everything like paper an assle Right We make everything negative. That's not negative to rub your asshot or your Maybe that is it happensust comment. Whatere did you do for and I don't want to give away too much, but people have already by the time this air, the first one air Is the first one the wedding or getting ready for the wedding? The first episode. What was it? So the last episodes are the wedding, and then the first episode is our Bachelor Bachelorette partarty We did a joint one. We went to Asheville What is Asheville? Ashville, North Carolina I know it's a place, but what's there? Why there? That seems obscure. It was like the TLC head offices? No. We looked we looked into like Nashville, we looked into all these other places, but a lot of my friends were traveling out of State. And Nashville was like seven thousand dollars for and Airbnb. That was not going to work for any of my friends Um What is What is in Ashville? I don't know anything about Ashville. I put up Asheville. I want to travel everywhere Yeah, but I don't know where that is. I don't I know it's North Carolina but I don't know. it's nots it doesn't seem like the main Do have family there? is that why? No, it was like one of the so It was one of Colin's friends has went there before for his bachelor Bachelorette trip and loved it But it was kind of like C I going a target It's like a happy medium from like where we lived and where all my friends were. So it was kind of like looks beautiful this. In our eyes, the biggest the best middle ground for everybody because we did want to travel. We did want to like go somewhere and experience our bachelor bachetorette trip and have a good time. Oh they have this origin We never saw any of that. We didn't see that. We just went to bars. Do it have a good nightlight? Well look at this. It has like a We will gotop shoitting on people where people live, like people cities shitting you are I'm just saying, I betch you it makes for great TV. You know why? Because it focused on you and what you guys were doing and your interactions rather than than being u likeike, uh focusing on what's going on outside. So if you go to a place where Nothing's going on. We're focusing on you. Oh my God, it was great. So we're sitting there and we're filming and they have all these lights up. Like a lot of people don't realize when reality TV comes into play. There's thirteen people. It's like a whole crew and they set up lighting and it's like all this other stuff. And so we're sitting there and we're filming, and it's outside at like this cabin that had like twelve beds, two hotels two hotels, two hot tubs, like a bowling alley, like all this other stuff is. Well beds bowling alley and two hot tubs, two hot tubs, like it had everything. It was great. And then one of the neighbors came over and was Like two seasons The neighbor came over and was like, all of these lights are distracting nature. You need to turn them down? Because there's light pollution. You know my liiberal daughter. No, light pollution is a real thing. We have it in LA too where you can't Oh, I had no idea. I just thought she was to being silly. I had no idea. She was being silly. No. I agree. Did you do the typical Did that didid that make the TV show where people are complaining about the? No, because they went up to production. If they would have went up to us, it would' have been filmed, but they went up to production was like, you need to take all these lights down. they you need to take all the filming stuff down. You need to take everything down and they were like Howy Mandel here? You don't wait for illness. You take steps every day to care for yourself and the people you love, but have you discovered molecular hydrogen yet? Molecular hydrogen has been studied for its ability to help reduce inflammation Pure one brings it home Drink it, breathe it, apply it to your skin. effortlessly Go to meetpure onene. com Get your pure one. Tell them that how he sent you What have I been telling everyone It's here You can bring it home My favorite thing is like what also people don't understand is like OTFs, they're on the flies and like there's sometimes where you have to do them Like outside. So for those that don't know, the OTF is like when you see like you'll see a scene in a reality show and then you'll see you sitting there talking directly to camera. Yeah, like a clip of like an interview. L it goes from a scene work to like an interview setting. So it's like describing what happened And whereere was I going with us fuck? Ashland I have no idea what I was saying. I know it But you know what? what we're gonna to do? We're going to do after this we're going to do, we're going to do an OTF. So when you remember When you remember it, I'm going have you just talk to camera and tell them what you were thinking about and what you're talking about and we'll insert it into the podcast. Did you do the typical bachelor bachelorette thing with strippers? and They did it It was no strippers. No strippers. We did hookers. No. It's not typical. it's justpical We we did a hibachi night so a hibachi person came over and cooked for everybody. which was super fun. I also got to use like the because it's really hard for me like the little spoon thing where he flicks the egg into the hat Yeah. It's really hard. for me to be around like hot surfaces, so it was like a really big task for me to do. It was super fun. And then the boys all made the girls brunch the next day and then we left That sounds fun for the bachelor y We meet like, I'm just I're not even selling that resting bitch f. I'm just I'm just like me and my f me and my husband are very two different people. He's the yked to my yang. He loves a party, he loves to drink, loves a good time. I'm just like Do you want to make necklaces? Like So at the party or at the wedding was he as happy as you? L he seems like he's much more outgoing. you're conservative. Is that true What do you mean Like he that doesn't seem like the kind of party he'd want to be part of. The wedding? No, no Bachelor Bachelor Like would he have wanted to do like he was Vegas? No, I was the one that wanted to go to Nashville and he was the one that wanted to go to Asheville Nashville or Asashville Mm. It's tongue twister. Twist mightck can call me a mineral He's not really much of like a crowd person, if that makes sense So like he's not here today. Yep. So Icept how many episodes are in the new season I think thirteen, fourteen Jackie. Just tell me how many Fourteen How long does it take to shoot fourteen episodes? We started filming in November and we just got done filming May ninth Have you guys discussed at all whether or not you want to have kids in the future We do want kids to the future. We just don't really know kind of when because there's a lot of and go with like his potential job change and like things like that that are happening. So he's exploring job changes and trying to figure that out and a potential move in the future. So we're just trying to n. Are you saying that or is he saying that Is that what who's holding back? Somebody's holding back. Well, I'm just not allowed to talk about it. I'll tell you after Can we do it in an OTF? You're not allowed to talk about what? becausecause you're giving away storylines? Yeah Oh But these are interesting questions. So this is going be an interesting season. I don't mind you not talking about it, so that makes people no spoilers here. No spoilers. Can we do one spoiler and then we'll make a lot of noise over it so people can get Yeah give us clickbait. Yeah what's the clickbait Jackie, is there something that she's allowed to talk about? Is there something that maybe you told her not to talk about? but in second thought because it's howie Mandel does stuff and I'm a sex symbol that you would let her mentioned. Well they're exploring like not only a career change, but maybe a move. So they're exploring she already said that, Jackie, than you. They're exploring not only a career change, but maybe even a move. You might move. You might move. Out of state, yes. Well, once you got a taste of Asashlin, there's no turning back. We definitely ain't moving there. Where would you want to go The beach An anywhere warm here. No, not not in our office. Not Vanyes giving away, we're not allowed to talk about where we are. Oh, sorry. Okay Yes, it's on the east C coast Connectic Florida I can't say can't say can't anwer. There's nothing south the floor. You Mexico Oh, but you' staying in the country So we're going to find out. We'll watch Rhode Island. And you could be on the real housew do watch. Well you could be real housew, You should your show When your show is over, or you could maybe do two shows No, I don't think Bravo and TLC can Jacking Jackie's gott a lot. Jackie is your Google. Is there a real housewpe kind of show on TLC No Singles. But she can't do that. Oh, but if you have children, we could put your children on the little singles. Why? And children aren't little people? I don't think technically Oh for a couple of years, and then they grow up. They don't have to be dwarves or that, do they? Do they have to be a dwarf or Yes. Oh you got you can't get your kids on the Little Poples show. Sorry. just found out from Jackie. Is that wrong? Does your husband have really nice underpants What do you mean you don't know? you should know You should know. Do we get to see him this season? Do we get to see them this season? You're getting married. No, you do not get to see his underwear. Okay, what size would he wear medium large, small. Large Are you just saying that because you're on my show? No. Get me a large, Rich. I only have medium. Fuck you, Rich. Soish w sure G day All right, there. No, no give it to her Thank you. Th theseese are man madeade underpants. Man madeade underpants. Yeah, for a Canadian company and they're made out of Modell. They're moisture wicking. Does your husband's underpants get moist? What? Do Do your husband ever get moisture in his underpant? That's a good clip. That's a good question for him Jackie. Jackie. Steel, open on the pants. You're gonna love these. These are really really good. They're a spons. You like them D that' snuffy. Aren't they great? They're really comfortable. they feel nice. They don't ride up. he won't chaf. You won't chaf. let him know. You let him know. and that He gets a little star It's a, I think it looks like a butthole That's theirs that's great. This is our this is our sponsor. spponsor and you're telling them that their logo looks like a butthole. And you know what? if this is your but I would get you checked. They don't pay me. pay They don' log great. They bring an underpen. They're great. I love them. Yeah. Is he in town? Is he traveling with you now No, he's actually not allowed to take any work off because of his job She she's in the military They don't get days off at all He is, but he'' a war. He's at a place since he's going through job changes and trying to figure out getting a new job and transitioning out of the military and things like that. Don't use the word transitioning. people are going to take that. P stop Dad on What is were we talk about? Yeah I don't know. We'll get it. we'll pick it up in an OTF. These OTFs Howy Mandel here. 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Oh I remember that. over that dumb fucking couch That was left guysuys, it was left on the side of the road and the guy was like, well, I'm just going to leave it here and I'm like You're not going to leave it here. You need to take it upstairs. And he's like, well You're going to have to do it. And I was like No I'm not and he never like Colin just never picked up the phone. so it was just It was of course, a fight leading to happen That's the only fight you've ever been in with him. No, we've been in like Other fights, things like that, but nothing that's like Sious like detrimental if that makes any sense. We've gotten to fight, we've gotten into arguments, we've gotten into things like that, but we've definitely learned like that we grow from them So I've married forty six years. Really? Yeah Congratulations. Do you have any words of advice for the newlywed? Soop de S Do yout have to say anything You didn't give me that advice. My ms Be You know why? You know why your momum's dying? Be she knows you're right. And you learn from your mother Right, mums up guys Oh, you are adorable. You are beautiful. I am from the day I saw you and I think she showed me before there was a show, she showed me to you on TikTok And I just thought, oh, this kid is just amazing and wonderful and refreshing and importantant. And you everything you said about yourself and why you're doing this and why you're happy to be doing this show rings so true and it's so up my alley as far as, you know, I'm old I'm old, way older than your parents I'm in my seventies. and from my perspective, any issue that anybody has, you know, have a few other mental health issues was such a secret. and such an embarrassment. And even when I eventually got diagnosed and I wouldn't talk about it. And when I accidentally talked about it, I was so embarrassed and so devastated and I thought that was the end for me. And then somebody who saw me right after I accidentally blurted it out on a radio show, The Howard Sttern show. came up to me in the street in Manhattan. This is before the internet, so people weren't commenting and stuff and said Me too to me. and it was so It was so it was like a blanket, a warm blanket around me. So when I see people who are, you know, bucking the system of hiding and being personal and being embarrassed and just showing what humanity is and you're like the strongest, most beautiful around and I think the TLC is has to be commended for putting this on. They should be very proud of this program. Has it won awards Um I just won a Gracie Award. that's what I'm here for. so I'm really excited about that and then I won another award for a women's award, but I just can't remember off the top of my head what it was. Yeah, I've won two women's awards They're just ribons given me by women Well Wh this The S symbol Sex. Is there anything that you want me to plug specifically besides TLC Do you do live speaking tours No, I'd love to do that though. I should do talking to people. I love sharing and just like You're just so open and easy to talk to. I would think that that would be a real kind of where you can open it up to Q and A's to the audience. Fortune mom. did she get her a personal appearance agent ' telling You're telling her You know you should do that. team of people. Are you It doesn't take a team of people. Are you within an agency? Are you holding back for any reason that you don't want to do it I can't talk about it. I'm Jackie. Okay, you don't want to do it. Okay, Do doesn't m Am I pushing something that I should No, no, I just I'll tell you guys later. I just can't talk about it It's just personal. One more OTF. We're up to like seven right now. We're gonna be here a long time. But we should we'll film some Mtios. Anyway, You've been wonderful I think that Sonny, do you have another song for her? Yeah. Yeah, do you want to listen to this? Yeah This is Sonny in the Black Pack. Wh I also Got to know through TikTok. Do I love scrolling on TikTok and finding people. That's all DMing people on TikTok. That's amazing. I amazing. You are I mean DM. Some people find him creepy. some people find and some people end up in our office. I DM people. I don't slide into DMs. What's the difference? What's the difference? Sliding into DMs Yeah Fighting into DMs is like a dating app is like is like asking Ask her mother, here if she knows All right. What'd you think of this podcast so far It's great. I love you guys. You guys we love you. You are adorable. You really are and keep up the great work and keeping the hero that you are And u So if you stick around, he's gonna to sing the song now and then stick around and do a couple of OTFs for us. And feel free to subscribe and leave comments. 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