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A sensation we know and love , the sense of touch . A few decades ago, Dr. Ardem Patapudian set out to investigate that fundamental question, the biology of our sense of touch, which was a complete mystery at the time . Through a long process of gene elimination, he identified a new class of sensors in the cell membrane that turned pressure into an electrical signal. He changed the game in the field of sensation and perception and, in twenty twenty one, he shared the Nobel Prize in physiology or medicine. So today we are sitting down with Ardem, a neuroscientist at the Scripps Research Institute in La Jolla to hear about how he thinks about science, what fires him up, and what keeps him going. Arden, welcome to Science Friday. Thank you so much. Glad to be here. So you made this huge breakthrough, and I think it's tempting for outsiders, anyway, to see it as destiny . Like you must have been born to be a scientist or you always knew that this would be your path . Is that your story? That's no almost opposite of it. It's just nothing close to it actually . I was actually thinking of writing an autobiography and I was talking to different people I could work with. And I quit the idea because of that reason they kept trying to pinpoint this moment in my childhood where this was actually destined to be true. And I just feel like there is lots of convoluted roads and lots of luck, lots of that no one could have predicted . I just love doing science. I was just finding interesting questions to go after and certainly in the early years never thought about getting this kind of recognition . Where did you think you were going to head? When you were a kid, did you have a vision for your future? I didn't, but my parents , you know, I'm an immigrant from Lebanon of Armenian origin. And a lot of folks I know in this category want a medical doctor in the family. We have two other siblings and the others like couldn't stand the sight of a cockroach. So they thought that I would be the one to become a medical doctor. They were too squeamish. They were too squeamish, but I was very eager to kill them with my feet. So I was destined to become a medical doctor. That's my story . And honestly, that stayed with me just because of I hadn't found anything else till as an undergrad at UCLA , realizing that class sizes were too big and I was not getting to know professors well enough for them to write me a letter of recommendation. So I had this brilliant idea that I could work in a lab, get to know a professor, and they'll write me a letter of recommendation for medical school . And within a few weeks, I like literally fell in love with the process of doing science. And slowly I realized, okay, so maybe this is what I should do. And you were studying fruit fly genetics, right? That's right. The first lab they worked in. That's right. I mean, ironically , I used to absolutely dislike lab classes. I think partly because you have this very limited time to do something . You know the answer already . You're just trying to do things to get the right answer and often it doesn't work and you have to say why it didn't work. That's not fun. Real lab work is the complete opposite. First of all, you don't know the answer. You're asking a question for which no one knows the answer and you're designing experiments to find it. And of course there's a lot of failure. A lot of times it doesn't work, but I find that process of thinking of the question and then designing experiments and then once in a while you get this answer that just hits you that oh my gosh this makes so much sense and no one knows this. I'm the only one who knows this right now . Is that the feeling that you're chasing? That's the feeling you're chasing for sure. I mean, there's lots of other things. I love now the process of talking to my trainees and working along with them to get these ideas, analyze data, you know, come up with experiments , but that aha moment of finding a cool result there's just nothing like it. When did you first feel like this is who you are, that you were a scientist, that this is, you know, an identity you could claim ? It's so interesting you asked that because I for the longest time cautious of using the word . For me, a scientist was this I didn't immediately identify with it because of my background not thinking about it. So in public, even when I was an assistant professor , I would say things like I'm a researcher. I wouldn't say I'm a scientist . Is it imposter syndrome? I guess it must be . And it took me a long time to say that, yeah, I'm a scientist. It's bizarre now that I think about it . Why do you think that is? As I mentioned, I was an immigrant. I came to the United States from Lebanon at that point as a naive eighteen year old, I didn't even know that a career in science was a possibility . And so I've kind of kind of stumbled into it and step by step getting used to the idea that, yeah, this is cool and I get to do this. And I write grants and get funds to do curiosity driven research . It gets time to get used to it, I guess. I want to go back to that moment when you came to the US . You were eighteen at the time, and you were coming without your parents, right? That's right. What was that like for you and how did you find yourself here ? I grew up in Lebanon. I was literally eight years old when the Civil War started there, so not the most easiest of childhoods . But the war was there. You just got used to it. But one event right before I came, a few months before I came , I got held by some militia folks . They suspected me to be someone I'm not, I guess. And they held me for a few hour s . And when I got out of that situation, I literally came home and I said, I gotta leave. I can't be here anymore. And so I was already going to the American University of Beirut. I had one year of my college education there. So it was a very abrupt coming to US and financially we're not very well off. So I, you know, when I came to California, I was not a resident yet, but I did come with a green card because my mom's sister had been living in the US for a long time and they had sponsored us. So for a year I had to work some odd jobs and become a California resident so I could, apply and go back to school. What kind of art jobs ? Well, it's funny because I worked I found job at a subway making sandwiches and at a shoe store in a mall , two part time jobs and I really disliked it. You know, I had a nice college life with a great social circle and was almost thinking of going back . It's funny how life decisions get made. You know why they didn't go back? The main reason was the day before I came here , like thirty of my friends back in Lebanon threw a massive party for me . And it was just a wonderful time and I hugged and kissed everyone and said goodbye . And I was literally too ashamed to go back three weeks later and saying, Oops, it didn't work out. But thanks for the party guys . And so pride kept you kept you trying . So but while I was finding those my , you know, true relatives and friends A inrm ourenian community, there was this Armenian newspaper that had an English section and my English was not that great, but somehow I became the English section editor and I did other things like take the newspapers to the post office and I even got to write horoscopes, which is one of my career highlights still. Were you a good horoscope writer? I think so. I mean, I tried to do a good job. I would even try to write specific messages to my friends for specific months so that I get to give them unsolicited advice. What's your sign? A question that's never been asked on science writing . Libra . That adds up. Yeah, that adds up . In the public Nobel Prize right up, do you talk about growing up in Lebanon and living through the civil war and this moment when you were held by armed militants , I wondered how you thought about that, if you felt it was important to share that part of your story . Absolutely . I'll share something else with you. I mean, when I first came to US being an eighteen year old guy from Lebanon , and the name Lebanon and Be irut is of course associated with terrorism . And I actually kind of a bit ashamed of this, but I tried to put that out of my kind of history . And I wouldn't talk about this stuff at all before Yeah. And in my CV, my resume, for example, I used to say graduated from UCLA nineteen ninety, the fact that I was one year at American University of Beirut, I took it out. I mean, I thought I didn't get a degree from it, so it's not like I'm lying, but I was kind of separating myself from that just because of what I thought people would react, I guess, because of it. And but the funny thing, especially after the Nobel , you know, folks from Lebanon and Armenia have been so proud of me and my achievements and it touched the nerve in a way . You know, I've gotten this wonderful letters from elementary school kids here Los Angeles and Armenian school saying things like you look like me. I never thought science was a possibility. If you can do it, maybe I can do it . And so when you hear things like this , you kind of take a step back and say yes, I can just stay in the lab and do my science. But if this is the example that from Lebanon, someone of Armenian origin can come as an immigrant with very little money and no idea of what they're going to do and achieve this. And if that's an example for a young kid to be involved more in research or education then, be I'd a fool not to take advantage of this platform. You know, President Trump has moved to make visas first skilled workers, these H one B visas come with one hundred thousand dollars fee, and of course we're seeing ice raids across the country. And science in the U. S. has always relied on attracting talented people from across the world . Do you see this changing? What do you think the repercussions of this are? Obviously, I feel very strongly about this. I think in today's policies I would either not come or not make it here. You know, I got into UCLA using PELGRANTS, which I don't even know if they exist or if they do, it's a very smaller scale as it was . I know running the lab now is that my lab is a beautiful meeting place of people from all over the world. At any time, we have people from U. S., from Mexico, from Europe, from Asia , and all these minds come together to come up with these discoveries that are yes curiosity driven, but you know, every medicine, every health solution starts with curiosity driven research. And this is a beautiful intern ational effort and we actually absolutely lead the world in this arena and we're kind of giving it away. It's beyond frustrating. It's mind boggling . I mean, I have a postdoctoral fellow in my lab who's from China originally . He came to the United States, one of the smartest guys you can imagine , he went to Stanford for graduate school, got his PhD, he's doing post doctoral research with me. Initially, when I talked to him about what he want to do next, he wanted to do research in the United States , but recently he's applying in China. There's so much money, they treat scientists great , and he's most likely going to go back. So here's one example of someone who've invested so much effort and money to train them as a great scientist and we're just letting them go. It just makes no sense. Let's go back to your story. So you were bit by the science bu g, you dropped the premed aspirations. Let's fast forward to when you started your lab. You started your lab looking at kind of developmental biology, how neurons become tuned for certain jobs. And then you switch gears to ask this sort of bigger, more fundamental question , which is looking at the kind of molecular biology that underpins our sense of touch What was that decision like? I mean, how much was known about that question when you started? And did it feel risky to kind of switch gears like that ? Yes, it was risky. And part of the reason I think I took the jump is because I was a bit naive and was not worried about competition. I was not worried about getting into field that I knew nothing about you know, if you get trained well in science, you learn to ask what's the most unanswered question that I have the tools study it and find answers in the next five to ten years. That's our approach. And so my thought process at the time was that the development of these neurons is very interesting , but there are so many neurons that develop do the same thing, but these sensory neurons I was studying do something fundamentally different , which is they kind of turn physics, you know, temperature pressure into a electrical activity that neurons can interpret and propagate that signal . And so but how this was done was not known. Most of biology is concerned about chemical signalings, whether it's a hormone being secreted or neurotransmitter that binds through receptor, changes confirmation and starts a signaling process . But how do you sense pressure? It's like pretty much nothing at the molecular level was known in our bodies. And so it was very interesting and again I just made the leap because I thought it was a more interesting question to ask. I mean, this gets to a question I'm interested in, which is what traits make a good scientist? What traits are important for being a good scientist? And is naivete one of them ? I think in some aspects, I think about this quite a bit and I think what I've seen is that you have to have quite a few different characteristics. One is you have to be dreamer A dreamer. You have to be a dreamer because if you're not a dreamer, you're not going to think big . But then you have to superimpose some practical aspects on it, which I know sound like contradicting things . But it's the when I said come up with the biggest question , but then I also said that you have the tools to solve it in the next five, ten years. That's the practical side . I've also found that people who are read a lot of the literature of what's already known kind of primes their mind and by reading, I mean scientific literature, they also get trained on what questions were available out there and were solved and how. So that kind of trains your mind of how to approach questions and how to solve them. So reading a lot, dreaming a lot, and being practical Being a dreamer and being practical, I love that. I mean, Ardem, Libras are all about balance. Oh my goodness, I never thought of it that way. The dreamer and the practical merged, it is your sign. Wow , okay, I learned something about myself . We have to take a quick break, but don't go away. When we come back, more conversation with Ardem about his research and his life in science . Hey, Flora here, we are wrapping up Science Fridays fiscal year on june thirtieth and we could use your support. We're aiming to raise a hundred thousand dollars to close out our budget . 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So it's very difficult because I mean other than coming up with a big unanswered question that you think you have the tools to answer them , things of grit and persistence and how many questions you ask at the same time, when to know when to quit, that's actually really important because some people get too attached to an idea and as they're getting negative, negative feedback that this is not working, they keep trying . Sometimes all of a sudden it works, sometimes it never works. So it's a complicated question. And this is a good opportunity to always mention that luck has a huge part in success in science and probably any other field as well. Let's get into the nitty gritty of touch. I mean, it feels like touch is so complex. Like there are all these experiences that I might put into the bucket of feeling , but they're different. You know, there's the pressure, the temperature , friction, irritation . Are they all connected? I mean, how do we turn them all into one sensation ? So this was a rather surpr of our findings, the consequence of it . I'll give you an example Olfaction to smell you know Linda Buck and Richard Axel got the Nobel Prize before on finding the sensors for smell . And there are hundreds, almost a thousand receptors for smell because every volatile molecule has a shape and then you have to evolve all these different receptors to be able to recognize the different these molecules and form an image of your brain of what that smells like based on some innate and experience, for example. So people were shocked, including us that Piazzo two , this single ion channel, this single sensor or receptor , is doing the vast majority of touch sensing, whether that's a gentle breeze on your hands, your hair's moving , slight pressure on your arm . And interestingly, biologists had previously shown that there are distinct touch specialized neurons that are actually specialized to respond to very specific forms of mechanical stimuli. Some only respond to vibrations , some respond to pressure, some respond to hair deflection . But when we talk about touch, we don't actually sense these individual things . We sense touch the way we know touch, which is kind of the addition or the summation , synthesis of all these different fibers coming together to give us that impression of touch . And so one molecule doing all of this is surprising and fascinating. I mean, that's what makes it a huge discovery, I assume, in part two. It's sort of a very important gatekeeper . I think so. And on top of it, I think it's this idea that we talked about and I received this with David Julius who started working on temperature sensation before us and we contributed to it too. It's this idea of the unique property of translating physical stimuli into an electrical signal . Again, very unique among the rest of biology to be able to accomplish this. You also work on proprioception , you know, this ability to sense where your body is in space . Does that mean that a gymnast or a dancer might have sort of better sensors than I do or sort of build biologically ? Yeah, first of all, propriception is my favorite sense . The fascinating thing about it is that there's many people who don't know what propriception is. Sometimes it's called the clos talkeders. Yeah, exactly. And I often thought about why is it that people don't know it? And I think the main answer I've come up with is because we can take it for granted because you can't turn it off . You can close your eyes and imagine a world without sight . But I cannot turn off proprioception. It's always there. I know where our dem's limbs are at all times I know what space I occupy. It's almost like at a basic level physical consciousness and we need this so much. It's just amazing of what you cannot do if you didn't have this. So if you didn't have properception, I wouldn't be able to get up and walk easily . It's just something that we really need it for basic basic our needs . And so of course , this is very relevant to what you asked . Art people, as Michael Jordan has much better PSO two for making all those shots compared to us . There's no clear answer that that's the case. And the reason for that is all of these senses, of course, are very complex circuits, right? So we're talking about piezo that I sometimes compare it to the switch to turn on light when you get into a room. It's that first turn on or off . It doesn't control everything. The light fixture, all of those the wiring control output. And so you could easily have the same amount of PSO two , but you put, for example, because you practice more, more part of your brain is focused on making you as coordinated as possible and shooting a basketball and all that stuff that's happening in your brain, the processing would make you more coordinated, for example. You know, touch feels so fundamental to the human experience and very personal . Do you think that helped your work in some way? I mean, do you think it would have gotten the same attention if it had been about Ion channels that did something else? That's a fair point I don't mean it in a bad way I didn't take it in a bad way, but it's actually interesting you asked that because people in the field talk about these things of who deserves a Nobel, who deserves recognition . And obviously the importance of the biology has to match what one could explain to a layperson. And so I think studying needy gritty of ion channels of how a liver enzyme is activated is not going to make into the same kind of recognition , but I think that's also fair. This is what we care about. And also there's a misconception on if Nobel always gives things that have transl ational possibilities . And it's not because the category that I received it in is in physiology or medicine . It's not an medicine . And so it could or could not be. I mean, our research ending up being very relevant for pain and many other indications . But once again it's the recognition is for important for biology for and I think for it being important and recognized by lay people as touch is important of course plays a role . What do you still want to know about touch and sensation ? You know, our big direction now is we kind of use this molecule to check boxes and say among the systems that knew dependent on pressure sensing, like touch, propriocept ion, some forms of pain, even blood pressure sensing all depend on these PSO IN channels. We're finding completely new understudied areas of biology where pressure sensing is very important . I'll give you one example that we have a manuscript that's going to be published very soon is pregnancy. During pregnancy, it's known that the uterus expands hundreds of times . And we know a lot about how hormones regulating pregnancy and childbirth , but what about the pressure? There's massive amount of pressures that play obviously during pregn ancy. Is any pregnant person? We'll tell you, yes, there are. Yes. And so are there instructive mechanical cues that the body listens to and uses to to process this. And indeed, we found that without these pressure sensors and there's two of them PSO one and two, only if you don't have both of them , it is in an animal model that pregnancy can go to term but, parturition, the birding is massively affected by this. So it's pressure sensing is required for a birding effect. Now I think that's a fascinating new finding that will open up a whole fie ld now studying what are the downstream consequences of this pressure sensing? How does it communicate with the hormonal system ? And it could, of course, have very important translational aspects to it as well . And so we're actually, I think, in a more exciting place in science than where we started where these touch sensors now are telling us all over our bodies where, else pressure sensing is important for physiology . And it's just fascinating for us to just keep going. And hopefully in a few years, we'll find out that had massively underestimated the importance of pressure sensing in our bodies. That's fascinating. I want to talk a little bit about how to run a lab . So someone, let's say someone comes to you with an idea or wants to join your lab, how do you think about whether to bring them on? What do you look for ? You know, I keep coming back to this . The Dreamer plus the practical because in addition to this , you know, being a big thinker and dreamer, I'm also looking for their what they've accomplished in the past and also practical things like how are they going to get along with people in my lab it's hard work to work in a lab. It's long hours. It's science is full of failures. A lot of things fail before they don't work. If you don't have a lab that gets along and works well together , things will you will notice things are not working well in the lab overall. So lab morale and getting along is very important. So again, I'm emphasizing that there's this practical aspect that I pay a lot of attention to in addition to their intellectual abilities . This managerial aspect, you know, I've heard from scientists that you get to a certain point in your career and your job becomes less about research and more about being the CEO of a small multi million dollar organization, which is your lab , and that this is not something that scientists are trained in . Is that true in your experience? How do you think about that? And do you think that's a flaw in the system? I think it's true if you let it. This is such an important point for me because I feel like I don't want to be an administrator. I want to be scientist and I also feel like if I want to be creative, I can't be very busy , you know, just doing administrative stuff or managerial stuff. So, you know, I usually also give advice to young scientists and the number one rule I have on there is don't be too busy . And one of my best ideas have all come from while I was hiking or running . So I really value this. And I take steps to make sure that I don't become too busy, even with the recent recognition I've been able to do it . And one of the ways, for example, is that I have meeting free Tuesday . So I don't hold any meetings on Tuesday, but it's just free day to read and think . Such a luxury to be able to do this. I realize I'm lucky that I can do this, but I think for a scientist, it's just so important. You know, if I accepted every travel invitation, I could travel every day of the year. But again, I have a rule of doing twelve travels a year and then I stop. And so again, I think one could take steps to ensure that these pressures don't turn or take over their main job, which I think is to be a researcher and a scientist. How do you think about failure in your work? I guess that's one thing we didn't talk about. For a good scientist, they have to be able to accept and experience failure again and again and again . And that's a trait that , you know, I'm used to it. I accept it. And the nice thing about experience, which, you know, as I told you, I've been running my life for twenty five years, and I could tell these to my trainees when they're struggling after a year and a half that I've seen this again and again and you're going to overcome this. You know, we have a method. You have multiple projects . One of them is going to work great. And so I think it's just managing failure, but there is no science without failure. Most of the experiments we do don't work. I always say that everybody that I know got into science . Yes, to help humanity and all that, but if you ask honestly, it's because people think it's fun to do science . And you know, if it stops being fun, then why would you do it? And so , you know, if you think something 's really cool and interesting to study and you're going to say, No, it's too risky, I'm not going to do it, then you've lost the purpose of why you got into this business in the first place. What is the purpose of science I mean the , you know, the first thing I would say is you know, science should be for science's sake. That's what it has been through centuries . And the whole idea is that society needs to trust science , that if you let people do curiosity driven research understand the world inside us to around us, including all the way to astronomy to biology , that incredibly practical things will emerge
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