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Learning Throat Singing and Following Passions
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Okay, I really not it Yeah. Welcome to the show everybody' listening to professionions. I' your host Tony Merkeer. Thanks for being here. If you have a crazy wild experience you want to share with me on the show, go ahead and shoot me an email. orr go to the website the professionalspodcast. com, hit the contact section you can reach me that way as well. Either way it works for me, just get ahold of me. If you want more shows on a weekly basis, go to the professionalspodcast. com, hit the join button and become a member because members get access to Membership shows every Thursday and on Tuesdays, you get the Tuesday shows ad free plus any overtime content available. 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But now you're older and bigger and you can handle it, right? Yeah Yeah. So let me ask you a question. We just moved to where U Hold up your mou Where we move Yeah, we just moved to Tennessee. Do you like the new house? Yeah ye What do you like most about the new house? I just like U my bed. You like your new bed? Yeah Yeah, it's pretty cool bed, right? L Yeah. What else do you like about the house U just like U U W. Back to Daddy. Okay. Okay, that's fine. So I was talking about the Shanley Hotel tour we're going on. the Spirits are in tour. and that's me and Uncle Creed. We're going to a hotel together. Did you know that You got a hold up to myroph Now? You didn't know that Well, now you do All right, buddy. Well listen, we're going to have a great time with this next guest we have coming on because we have Terrence coming on and he actually called in a Bigfoot once Yeah Yeah, he was out in the woods and he was singing and he was recording it on video for his Yeah, for his social media on TikTok. And then a big fooot came in the background when it heard him singing That's crazy, right? Yeah All right, well let's go ahead and listen to Tern's story about calling in a Bigfoot right now, okay? Okay All right, todayod we got Terance and Dents A K a throat sing King on his TikTok. How you doing man I'm doing well, how are you bro Dude, I'm doing good man. So you're up in Canada and you listen, I've gotten to the point now with my show and it's been a long time coming, but I've noticed that it's getting easier now where When somebody in the paranormal field has a video that goes viral I've noticed that I have an easier time getting people on my show than I used to. In the early days when the show was tiny, I was like, no, I'm waiting for Steve Harvey to contact me. You know now it's like, you know, hey, you want to come on the show and you're like heck, yeah, let's do it. I'm like, all right, let's go. So U listen You had a video That went viral And it was on TikTok and I can't tell you, it had to be countless people sent it to me saying, check this out, cheheck this out. And I remember when it first when when it first started popping off People would send it to me And I hit play on the first time And I saw you talking. And You were doing your throat singing. And I think I might have skimmed through it or something. I just remember I was like, What is this? It's boring. click. I just got rid of him. I'm like, I don't got time to waste because like I'm like I'm not going to sit here and watch five minutes of a video or something and you know, have to squint the whole time, you know? I had no idea what I was looking for. then That was the first person to send it to me, right? And then I had like I don't know, ten, fifteen other people send me the video. I was like scratching my head and thinkin myself, okay, maybe there's something in this video I need to pay attention to Yeah, I get that. So You are a throat singer. you're up in Canada and you were doing your thing out in nature And you had some visitors, right Oh yeah. So basically what happened was I was actually on a live video at the time It was a live video on TikTok,. you're actually allowed to download your live video. like it's all recorded So when you go live, the first hundred minutes of your live video are going to be downloadable after like you know a few hours after you've actually done it So While I was live, I noticed like I have really terrible eyes. like I think it's like seventy five twenty vision where You know, twenty feet away, things look like they're seventy five feet away or something like that. I'm not really sure and I'm not an expert on Teometry or whatever you call it But u So I saw a deer, you know, it's kind of hard to miss those when they're really close So So it was really hard for me to like position the camera so that the deer is facing. I mean, the camera is facing the deer because it was facing, you know, the deer was facing me opposite to the camera So it wasn't in the camera's view at first So then I take the camera I try to position it as good as possible to show the deer So I zoom in on the deer And that was it, you know, that's all I was really focused on. I just wanted to show my attracting a deer You know, I because it literally came out of nowhere. There was no deer anywhere in sight in the beginning of my live video. and then it just started walking up to me. likeike it was a shock feel like it was like it startled me And then I zoom in And then you know, I get home like a few hours later. I crop out the video where, you know, from the live, you know, because it's like a hundred minute live. I'm not going to be able to post all that So I guess crop out the portion where the deer is because that's what I wanted, you know. And and it was live. so the quality was terrible. We're in the forest. So the quality is definitely going to be like Pixelated because of the connection So u All I wanted to do was show the deer You know, being attracted to throat singing and that's it. And I was like I' just going to post to my profile. I just wanted to be known that I can attract dear with my throat singing and that's it. And then out of nowhere, like in a few hours after I posted it I wasn't really paying much attention to it. I wasn't expecting to get any kind of attention from it maybe five thousand views max you know, for tracking a deer. And out don oft now whereere I see like, whoa, so many comments saying, what is that in the background? And everyone's like, oh yeah, focus on the deer not the scary stuff in the background. And I was like, what scarary stuff in the background? are you talking about? And then I watched the whole I didn't even watch the video myself until after people started commenting it like, I didn't notice that. I just knew that there was a deer in that portion of the video and that's when I posted it. I wasn't really paying attention to anything else So was a surprise to me too Yeah. Well, yeah, I mean, I'd imagine so. people they see the video, they see the figures in the background and they see the deer and I was really surprised by the amount of people saying that you staged it and you had somebody walking in the background. And I'm just thinking to myself How hard would that be to goo on a TikTok live for over an hour record over an hour with your buddy hanging out in the background somehow call in a deer to set up the scene. Yeah, so how like this is what my question is, how would I attract a deer and then have my friends position exactly where the deer is far away to the point where you know, their image could be distorted to be interpreted as something else? Like how would I know what exact distance Like that was like one of my first times going live in nature That was one of the first times you went live out in the forest Yeah I usually go live in my garage here Um Yeah, that was like one of my first times. I think I did it one time before, but it was a really brief hello to my followers So so the videos that because you and I were talking before we started recording here and you said that you you always do this stuff out in the nature. So is it like pre recorded stuff then that you usually do out in nature and then you post it to TikTok later? Yeah. ye. so those videos don't I don't know, that thing was a one a million chance. likeike I could never recreate that like it was live I was forty minutes in on my video when that happened So It was like really unexpected. But yeah. I'll tell you, I mean, like you ever hear the phrase beginers' luck. I mean, the first time you're out there, you know? So wow, wow, wow, wow. That's crazy. So all right, the creature or whatever's walking in the background. what are your thoughts on it? I mean, I I have my thoughts. I mean, as somebody who comes from the paranormal community, I giveave a lot of weight to creatures in the forest that are let's just say quote unquote, undocumented, you know, Bigfoot dog manan. I don't know if you've ever heard of the dog man, but you know, bigigfoot everybody's heard of. And you being a native in Canada, I'm sure you've heard of stories of Sasquatch or whatever the native tongue would call it. What are your thoughts on that to be honest, I'm actually not native R actually I didn't know that. I thought you I just assumed here here I am profiling you just by your looks and I just I was like he's must be native. I'm just going to assume's. But honestly, you're not fully wrong. I'm from the Philippines and my grandfather comes from the northern region where the native Igorot lives So I do have native roots. so I guess it makes sense. you might' mistaken me as Native American. I'm Native Filipino, I guess. Hey man. I'm a little stupid sometimes so it is what it is. but that's all right. I'm not even going to apologize for it. I just come to expect these things from me. You honestly, a lot of people say I'm native and I guess don't correct them because I feel like that's what's No, you should, man. you should. likeike if some if somebody said I I don't know I don't know. I would correct people if they said something different. I'd be like, no I'm Perto Rican actually. So eople don't even think I'm Puerto Rican because I don't speak Span. I don't sound Puerto Rican, you know? Anyways, where were we talking about Oh we were talking about Bigfoot. So what are your thoughts on that All right, so I don't know, have you ever heard of the laaw of A attraction at all? Yeah So law of attraction basically everything is based in frequency. like, you know, even scientifically they know this where You know, if you zoom in on anything It's going to show up as atoms and those atoms become these electrons and protons and you know, it's all energy basically though. everythingvery is energy And all energy has frequency, right Even people, people have a frequency So you can dictate your frequency by assessing your emotional state. L So if I'm in like a happy, you know mood or like in a really good feeling mood, that means I'm probably I'm in a high frequency at that moment Also and then, you know, the opposite. whichich, you know, if I'm feeling in you know, negative emotions, that means I'm on a lower frequency. Two or more things can't share the same space if they're not on the same frequency. So for instance, if I'm on a low frequency, I'm going to be on a match to other low frequency things If I'm on a high frequency, I'm going be matched to high frequency things. You're a Christian, right So Angels would be on the highest frequency, you know, next to God or I mean like, you know, rightus below God I refer to God as source But And then there's, you know, de demons, you know, in the lower end of the frequencies. Right? So Basically before the video. was I was in a really good feeling state. I was just chilling. I was just talking to my followers I was just, you know, chatting and answering some questions and overtonees singing with them, you know to them, I mean And then I showed him that dear and I was really excited at that moment, right So I perceive that as a really no, like a pretty high frequency. I'm not going I'm not going to lie And a lot of people are saying those things are demons or whatever And I guess don't agree with that at all beforefore the beforefore the live stream, I was actually asking because I believe that you know, angels and other entities, like even Hindu gods and all these other everything that humanity has ever thought of exists to me. like all consciousness exists So I was just asking, you know, like whoever, you know, whoever out there wants to help me gain, you know, gain more reach. Gain as many views as I can. Please help me, you know what I mean? Like I was asking for help to any, you know any loving beings, like I don't like to welcome demonic energy or any low entities So I guess any loving beings who would like to assist me in reaching as many people as possible Please do And then that's when I started the live video And you know, I feel like whatever those beings were, either I don't know honestly, I'm not dismissing that those could just be random people hiding in bushes for some reason M. You know But you know, they could also be those entities that I called upon, you know, I don't even know what they are. Like I didn't really specify who I wanted there I asked for any ascended master to so we call them and, you know the spiritual communityities Sened Masters are basically any idol or any or any kind of entity that people have thought up and worshihiped or And I mean like Arch Joe Michael to me is as Asened mas Okay. That's interesting. So Uh one If I'm hearing you correctly, it seems like you You believe and feel like you asked for them to show their themselves and they did I don't know if that's the case because you know, whatever happened. It did get me a lot of reach. You know, people have been sharing this everywhere I've been, you know, peopleople have been getting millions of views off of my video too by sharing it on their pages So whatever whatever happened, it happened. You know what I mean? It I asked and I received. How does that make you feel? people taking your video, sharing it on their channels, getting millions of views, probably making money off of your videos I don't know. I guess it's okay, but you know, get as much reach. so as long as people You know, Give me credit for the video. likeike add, you know, like give me, you know, my name and all this other stuff Then I'm good with that, you know? It's a different story when they try to remove all credit for me. Yeah. they're like, hey guys, I was just whistling in the forest and came across Bigfoot. Look at this video. But that's interesting. And so when you and I were talking beforehand You mentioned about how your spiritual beliefs are probably more along the lines of new age. I'm not a new age expert, but would you say you are a new ager? Um, I wouldn't label myself that because there's a lot of stuff in the new age I don't agree with But there is a lot of stuff in the new ways I do agree with. So I guess I could be considered that by people who aren't really well versed in You know what I mean? Yeah? But I wouldn't go up to people and say I'm a new ager. I don't like to label myself that. It's not I wouldn't either because it sounds corny. Oh ye, I'm a new ager. It's like what come with a better name, man. L you know But it seems lazy. Yeah, yeah. I mean, you have all these other, you know philosophical theological terms and you're like I'm new age. What it's like saying I'm new school old school, you know. But anyways, so W withith that said and stuff. You mentioned about how you were asking for being assistance assistance from good good beings, not bad beings Yeah, beings of love, basically, that's what it was. L basically of loving nature and of service to me and other people and you know what I mean? basasically it's kind of a feeling you give off. You know, your emotions are what dictate what frequency you give off. And it was mostly my feeling state that dictated who I was communicating to. Like if I was angry and I was like, you know, malicious or wanted to attack someone, it would be on a lower frequency And I would attract demons probably or lower dimensional beings. Like for me, demons are real. other lower dimensional beings Okay. so because you were talking about the law of attraction. So so remind me what you said there because I've heard people talk about it before, but you know, sometimes my eyes just like gloss over when when people start talking about the frequencies is I'm like, I don't know what you're talking about man. But the So Can ch Bes, what you were talking about before, like two beings can exist on the same frequency. Or is it like is it like could a So say you're a higher frequency. couldould a lower being be on your frequency, even though it's a lower frequency being. So what happens when two opposing frequencies come to the same space The universal law makes it so that they have to match somewhere in the middle or the dominant frequency wins and the and the lower entity or lower frequency has to either match the higher frequency or the higher frequency has to match the lower frequency. It' kind of they have to match to be able to share the same space. So if they're not matching, then they will eventually orr they have to avoid each other and not be in the same space. Okay Uh So if you are on a high frequency and there's a lower frequency entity present It has to match your frequency or you have to match mor And Iy O or leave, right. So your audio is kind of cutting off, sorry. Don't tell me that. I'm a professional podcaster, man. I'id. No for anybody listening, I'm actually working out of my new house, and I'm working off WiFi right now. And until I get in the new studio, hopefully we can make things work here. So just do the best you can hearing me. If you ask me to repeat myself if you need me to Um But u these So basically I'm be So you're say you're you're a higher frequency and say there's a There's a demon lower frequency doesn't leave Can a demon become higher frequency on your level than it exists in the same plane?an Can it do that? Well, honestly, in my you know, a lot of people when they think angels and demons, I think black and white I think that the what's it called the demon will probably, you know, stay in a lower place and cause harm to others for the rest of his existence But I really do believe that demons can change perspectives They can change perspectives to be of of not causing harm to others It's just they're in a place of complete separation. It's kind of hard to explain from I would have to talk about the whole concept of oneness You know what I mean? Like source or God. is everything, in my opinion, like literally it exists in everyone and everything that exists. It's like just Well everything is God in my opinion. like, you know, I'm just worwarding it that way, but I refer to it as source Demons are in a frequency where they're in complete separation from God. know when you're in a place of separation, you do not perceive anything bad when you cause harm to something separate from yourself But if you actually see oneness And you see yourself at others then you cannot harm them without harming yourself, right That's what, you know, angels, they see themselves as you. Like they don't see any separation between you and them That's why they're extremely loving because they take you as a part of themselves. So but demons aren't complete separation. L they're kind of like almost on the same level as say, a serial killer Like the sense of like seeing others as separate from themselves And yeah, like that's why they cause harm to other people. They don't see that what they're doing is causing harm to themselves. They see themselves as separate And that's just what but if you actually were to sit down with a demon and change his perspective to you know, like give it love and nourishing. and not this pushaway and hatred that most people give demons then they will actually u you know There' a whole process to it, but They can actually change their perspectives and stop being demonic. They will stop causing harm to others. That's just what I've Have your instced, but so have you sat down with a demon talked with them like that Um, Uh to be honest I'm not equipped enough to do that. L have I would have to be really well versed in psychology and how how their way of thinking is someome people who do that But for me personally, I've only ever like pushed them away. like what normal people would do is basically keep them away from my space because I don't know how to deal with them I know some people do It's just I will have too much fear within me and I don't trust myself to be able to do that. properly Do you So what I've been do, I actually do I've done exerorcisms where I've pushed demons out of a space you know, like throat singing is actually on in itself is actually on a high frequency scared demons away if you set the intention for it Oh really? Yeah So u, Okay Now what you said earlier, that's where differences, I guess, maybe not maybe just vantage points. But in Christian theology, there's the angels that did rebel against God because they did not like the position of humans with angels. And so there would be that idea that not all angels we were cool with humans, you know?, But u when it comes to this this this whole thing, is it possible becausecause like I view myself as a high, low frequency kind of guy. Like it depends on what day it is, you know, like like I could be like right now, I'm jolly. I'm in good mood, you know, But don't catch me yesterday. I was not happy yesterday and I was letting everybody know. And so you know, it's just one of those things. Is that something that do you feel like As somebody who's tuned into this kind of thinking and thought process and maybe even spiritual walking, do you have a firm control over your frequency? Is that something that you can control so that you're walking in a high frequency all the time Honestly, I don't like the idea of controlling your frequency. I feel, you know, your emotional states aren't what they are because I believe emotions to be like messengers, basasically, they tell you they give you information about something. you're feeling this way because something happened that wasn't okay with you or you know what I mean? L It's like a that's a really long explanation, but basically everyone has multiple personalities. It's kind of a bold statement, but everyone has different personalities within themselves And they're created through the process of fragmentation which happens in childhood Basically, u What's it called? U I don't know if I should get into that. I feel like it's going to take way too long seeee here. What is it? What are you talking about Like I was going to talk about how frequency works in regards to ourult our different id to ourselves. You know, everyone has different sides to Everyone, and I was going explain how we develop these sides of different sides of ourselves in childhood. It's I don't know Are you still recording? No Yeah, I'm still recording. And I mean I can edit it out and stuff, but I think that that would be interesting to hear to be honest with you All right, so We're here for a conversation, brother. It it goes wherever. I mean, we start off talking about your video and B foot. I'm sure we'll get back to his stuff but I find this interesting. I'm just seeing where it goes Allright So u Let's try this All right, so In childhood Basically what happens is we have, you know, we're born as whole, right? L a whole being, right? We're a whole person when we're born And then growing up, we're told that parts of ourselves, like, you know, like parts of our aspects of our personality is unacceptable. Like you shouldn't be this way. You know, your parents would say you shouldn't be this way And you should be something else, you know what I mean? Like they dreirect what they want you to be. you know, and basically They say that food and water and shelter are the most crucial of survival, right? Those Th those things are like the, you know, in the hierarchy of u I forget what it's called but there's like higherue needs or something like that But They say food, water and shelter is the most important thing for human survival, but it's actually not The most important thing for a human survival is connection, you see Connection is Connection to our parents, connection to our community and our tribe. It was deemed as the most important thing because if you didn't have connection to your tribe or your parents then they would stop providing your needs. They would stop giving you food, water and shelter. You' really dependent on them, right So your parents' approval and connection was the most important thing And u Once they say things like, this is unacceptable behavior, is I don't like this about you you actually have to split from that part of yourself You see, you split in personality through the process of socialization being told what is acceptable and not acceptable about you So you split off from this part of you that was you know this whole part of you and then This new personality comes up matches what the parents are wanting from the child But the thing is it doesn't go away. The thing that they pushed away about themselves, it doesn't go away. It stays. in the subconscious. It's still there. So that's how we develop multiple personalities is through all the trauma and experiences of being rejected in childhood of certain parts of our personality. So there's these aspects of ourselves that experience these things and their suppressed a subconscious So they're constantly influencing your energy what frequency you're on So say if you where in a bad mood yesterday and now I're in a good mood It's because you get switched from personality to person. like you were a different person yesterday, a different aspect of your consciousness And now today you are a different aspect of a consciousness that's more favorable and is more enjoyed. But the thing is the thing that from yesterday doesn't go away. You're actually still your frequency is dictated by amalgamation of all the frequencies of every part of your consciousness U not sure if you got any of that. No I got no I got I got I'd say about seven point three percent of it No kid And I totally understand what you're saying. It seem like it seems a little bit of how because I'm a big Jordan Jordan Peterson fan. you should be too since he's Canadian, just saying. So Jordan talks about a child's social development his the child's first four years of their life as the most crucial time of their life for social development U And and I actually, I mean, of course, I agree with agree with them. I mean, I'm not in any shoes to argue with somebody of his intelligence, but I have seen it firsthand. My son is four years old he had just turned to U He turned to in december twenty nineteen. And then a few months later the world went crazy and everything gets locked down. He can't do things that a normal two year old could do. And even to the point where we when we left the Philadelphia area just a few weeks ago, we went into the Chick F A and they have a play area and it was still closed. They turned it into a storage room because they didn't have any plans of opening it up again for kids to play in. And so that like the social stunting of my son took place for two years U And so I can see that in him now being in Tennessee where you know, he we're living in an area where we can do whatever we want, whenever we want. We don't have to check the website to see if they're accepting people with masks or no masks. And and my My neighbor has a three year old turning four in July and my son's playing with the neighbor kid now and he has a little friend. But there's little things that I'm seeing where like just yesterday, we were out the Ben was playing with the kid in the yard. And I was in the back of the yard with the dad and he was showing me some things around anyways It got late and I told my son that we had to go and I called across the yard for him. And he just started crying hysterically and he does this every time he's having fun with other kids or in a new environment and it's time to stop that fun and move on He can't cope with it. And the child that he was saying goodbye to is actually a few like probably about five, six months younger than my son. say to You don't need to cry. I'll see you again, you know, And it's just like my son didn't quite grasp that because of the social stunting that happened the last two years where he couldn't meet strangers in a play area. And you know, even down to the normal things like churches and stuff were so bizarre and hit and miss with socialization, they was just it was really hard, right And so I could see how Things like in an early childhood life can can u The environment of the child can form the child's character and how they perceive the world and how they react with the world. And it's not the same thing I know, but's how computing it Yeah. so I understand that like thing is a lot of children born right now are actually extremely sensitive And so like For instance, to avoid any fragmentation with that child, you know I'm not trying to teach that a parent. I'm just saying from my perspective,'s fine Basically what I would do to make sure that the child doesn't to minimize as much damage as possible be to basically validate the child's emotion be like and it's it's completely right that you're feeling this way. You know, it's a sad time to separate from your friends You know, to make them feel, you know, like they're right to feel that they feel Like a lot of the time parents will be like, you shouldn't feel this way. This is wrong to feel this way U, you know, and that's actually creates fragmentation because what happens is the child is like, ye, this part of me that's sensitive and is like this, I hate him push them away. And then what happens is Yeah, then the child this owns that part of himself And he becomes this new, not sensitive person, even though deep down he is sensitive. And the subconscious mind actually finds ways to go back into wholeness So for instance, how the subconscious goes back into wholeness, is by reflecting on the outside Like attracting, you know, from the law of attraction, it attracts people who remind you of the parts that you've suppressed So the kit who suppresses their sensitive side will now see outwardly sensitive people as people that trigger them. Like you're so sensitive. God you know, like they get triggered by sensitive people because They dis owned their sensitive part because, you know, they needed the parents approval and acceptance and they saw that as a means of survival, right? Because like I said, connection is the most important thing. So they had to reject that part of them because they Subconsciously perceive that as staying alive. So They have to basically They see theseese people that they, you know, like peopleeople that are sensitive are triggering them now, it's because their subconscious sees them as a threat too. You know what I mean? Like they see it as a threat to their own survival to, you know But at the same time, it's bringing up their own sensitive parts. Kind of like, I don't know, like this might trigger a lot of your followers But for instance, people who are Homophobic not based in religion I mean, like not because of what the Bible says, but just because they hate what, you know, is they they just hate gay people Most of the time themselves gay and they have suppressed it. Yeah, I knew you were going there, bro. No, but I totally understand what you're saying. I do because Like My son is a very emotional kid and I can't tell you how many times I tell my wife, that's exactly how I was as a child. And what you're describing is exactly what happened to me as a child. I was I found myself in an environment where emotional being emotional, sensitive emotionally sensitive was not a good thing. It was it was seen as a weakness in the environment that I grew up in And I learned very quickly that I needed to subdue that and become this hardened individual from a very young age. I'm talking about five years old. I moved to a new neighborhood and it started right away And over the years, I became a very hardened individual U beforefore I started podcasting in my mid twenties, I was I was a very nasty person Um and As I got older, I started maturing and becoming the man that I believe God wanted me to be and learning that that side of me as a child never left. like you were talking about. it never left me And so now I have this situation in my life where I have this battle. of this hardened Tony that's been around for all these years. this angry snappy person that was always there as a self defense mechanism because we didn't want to let people get too close to see the soft side of me. So they before if if if somebody says something to me that hurt my feelings before I let them see they hurt my feelings, I'm going to bite their head off so they don't think that they hurt my feelings, you know? And so But as I've gotten older, I've especially once I had the kids Um, I the emotion the emotional side of me really started coming back around and I don't try fighting it. Like for instance I don't know I'm sure there's some people out there listening right now that can relate. When I became a father An commercial TV show that has to do with a father having an emotional emotional loving moment with their child I can't help. I start crying. And it always starts out like like I start having this like weird sound because I'm like trying to hold back tears. I'm just like, And let he looks at me My wife looks at me and stuff and I'm like starting to grunt because I'm just like, I'm trying not to cry. But like whenever you see a commercial for the children's hospitals You see a sick kid and stuff. It destroys me. It kills me because I now know The love of a child and a father that I can I like like any parent out there and there is a listener right now. she knows who she is. She is very close to losing her seven year old And I can't imagine what she's going through right now Oh wow. I'm sorry to hear that for her, who she's listening killed me I posted something on my Instagram And she commented about how great it is to have children and to love them and love every moment. And then she mentioned about how She has a seven year old that's on the verge of passing away And Like that kind of stuff messes me up, man. and that years ago that it wouldn't have it wouldn't have phazed me And I think it' partly because Ive become a father. but also because grown up And I've allowed who I am really to be who I am. Now, I'm trying to learn how to Uh because the emotional side of me is there But also the edgy side of me. So when those two meet, you got an emotional edgy guy who's very snappy and does it in emotions. it's not the great, It's the combination sometimes. But anyways, listen, this is a paranormal show and we're just talking about all this crazy stuff, but it's a good conversation and I think that the subconsciousness of human beings and stuff is so deep. And that's what I was telling you about earlier stuff. we were talking off air I don't pretend I have it all figured out. The paranormal, the consciousness, all that stuff. I have my roots, my foundational beliefs that I believe I'm not going to shy away from conversation with somebody who has different perspectives than me because I feel very uncomfortable, even though I'm very comfortable in my foundation of spiritual beliefs, right I also at the same time feel very uncomfortable saying, I know everything. You got nothing to offer me in this conversation. You know, that just that's very That's a fence. I don't like walking. So this is a good conversation I'm having with you and I'm enjoying the conversation talking about And and I I It's interesting that this all kind of stem this it's just like a rabbit trail conversation we went down here stemming from this video on TikTok Now let me circle back for the people who are pulling their hair out going bald like me because I'm not staying on topic Going back to this video though. Uh, the the whatever you saw let you said that, you know, for all I know, it could have been somebody just walking back there. I don't know if you believe that, I don'tve that U they were just like in the bushes though. It's kind of weird. Yeah whyy would they be in the bushes? their're perves. I don't know. likeike like the throat singing turned them on or something. I don't know. likeike it's weird, you know? but The To me with what you what you said earlier about how I don't know if you can call it a prayer, but whatever you were doing that you were asking for certain It was like you can call it a prayer. I call it just setting an intention. Okay. So but you know, same thing So you set that intention U and The visibility of whatever that was is what actually brought the attention to you, right So Do you think that there were spiritual beings that that physically showed themselves on video for you so that you would get that attention you were asking for potentially. you know, what's weird about that video is it glitches right before those things appear Like like literally moments before u beforefore the video was Be before they appeared on the video you can see this glitch I don't know if you saw that. Yeah. But that's what I found strange. The thing is when in the you know, we're right now we're in the third dimension, right? There's like a you know, a lot of dimensions out in the higher dimensions Like I said, law of attraction dictates the universe. So And the higher dimensions thought is U thought res I mean, things are thought responsive So once you think something it happens in the higher dimensions, in the third dimension, there's a delay between the thought and the actual materialization of the thing that you're thinking of Like, you know, you attract money, you know, like you can't just snap your fingers and it pops in your hand There's this whole delay happens where Th things in the thirdimension have to happen for that to come to you in the higher dimensions, once you think it, it's there. So that's why when you that's why I believe in every being that has ever been thought up You know, I believe that u Everything that people think of, Ains, you know this Archangel Michael Uh the Hindu gods other gods and other entities. if you thought it up and you drew it up and like, you know, you gave it personality thought into it. the focus and you know, where focus goes energy flows. So basically we have the capacity to create beings just by thinking of them So I do believe that every being exists and you know, And also when you think about something, it happens immediately in the higher dimensions like I mention So there's no delay. So when I thought about, you know, when I was asking those beings, please help me with this I truly believe that they were around me and I felt their presence. So in that moment, it's not hindsight. in that moment, you felt the presence and then you had you so you just happen to get the proof of their presence in video form. Yeah. so it's really rare for beings in higher dimensions And other dimensional realities where they actually materialize in the physical dimension So it's a really rare occurrence. It's not like something that happens every day. I know some people are probably able to summon things into the physical I'm not I don't know those people, but I know that it's possible. It's just a really rare occurrence. Like I believe in aliens, exterrestrials So You believe in the ability to let me I just I was writing it down here. You said, we can create beings by thinking of them Yes, was thinking of them giving thought to them. And the more people who do that, the more people who give it thought and the more people who focus on them, they arere giving them their energy and therefore creating them as an actual being. like for instance, I truly believe that Archange of Michael. So he may have existed in the past Um People thinking of him and giving him these personality traits actually create and manifested being in the higher dimensions that is like him. And same with any other character you can think of Okay. so on that note and you kind of just hit on this a little bit. do you think I mean, do you give validity then to the people who are going out and meditating and trying to summon UFO's and these This this contact with the other dimensions Um have you even I'm assuming you know about that stuff Yes, Honestly, it's it's a really touch I mean, let's like a subject where Okay, so might make me seem you know, a lot of people don't even believe in aliens. so it's kind of a hard thing to talk about to not polarize the crowd. Well you're at the right place. I think a lot of the people that listen to this show at least believe that there's something going on. Maybe they don't all agree on what it is, but they can all most people say, yeah, there's definitely something going on So honestly, this is a pretty outlandish belief that I have And other people do have disbelief as well Eraterrestrials There are some extra like there's two groups the two main groups of extxtraterrestrials that are mostly known There's the Galactic Federation, which is composed of different alien extraterrestrial races that are actually here for to help humanity expand in consciousness. U and they're they've been here. like they're in other dimensions. so like literally they could be next to you right now. they just don't know because they're in a different dimension. And then there's another group of ex aliens who who actually show their physical vessels, like their ships and stuff, like they theirre ships They showed themselves and basically it's not like you know it's not a good. species of alien if they show their physical vessels, basically, I'm saying What they're doing is they're sharing their technology with our governments so that we destroy ourselves. They have this U like reptilians and um What's it called? The Gays. they're working together. I don't know if you've ever heard of the Rtilians and the Grays But you really have never listened to my show. Of course, I have, absolutely Yeah, so those beings They It's not that they're bad or evil. They just perceive humans to be garbage Like there are there are like almost like there's species functions like a fly where their role in the universe is to remove garbage and they perceive us as a garbage species the other group of aliens. they perceive they see the potential in us and they see themselves in us and their forums. L you know what I mean? Like rightight now they're in a disagreement. where either It's basically dictated on our actions who wins the disagreement So the Rptilians and the Gays, they believe that we're a garbage species and they're giving our governments these weaponry. to enable them to enable us to destroy ourselves. They want us to destroy ourselves The other group is like Oh yeah, we'll give them that. And if they don't destroy them themselves then we're right We're right that they are worthy of oneness and love and you know all this other stuff So But the thing is Yeah,'re it's kind of a battle and it's an ongoing battle where it doesn't look good so far for us. Yeah, clelearly. We're off to a great start in the twenty twentyies, aren't we? I mean we started twenty twenty and I said, all right guys, this is the you know, the roaring twenties This make it the best ever, this that and the other. I was wrong. Yeah but Y if we actually don't destroy ourselves and we prove that we're not garbage Basically Those gays and Repptilians will leave us alone And it is my what's it called theirir presence is actually preventing forces that are much worse than them So have you ever had any experiences with these beings and I ask that because I get a very strong sense your answer is going to be yes Yes They're, you know, they're light beings and you can communicate most of their communication, if not all their communication, like the, you know, the ext I haven't really communicated with the grays and reptilians I don't want to Why? But I'm not really interested like I see I feel a heaviness to the energy. I guess don't anyyways So the higher beings, you know what I mean, they are constantly helping us with things that we werere not even aware of You see, when we talk about this stuff, a lot of people think we're net jobs or something like that. and I guess brother, I'm used to it. Okaykay? L like honestly, I mean, you're not saying anything right now that hasn't been talked about before on the show U like we'll talk about anything and I'll talk about anything. What I what I am quite offended by is that you are quite racist towards the Reptilians and the Gys. I cannot believe like you not only even talk to them. My goodness. you're such an awful human being. Honestly, I don't want to invite any possibility of getting abducted by them I understand. I understand. Hey, I just I just released an episode What's today? Tuesday Yes, ye. I just released an episode today with a lady named Missy and I wasn't quite sure what I was supposed to call the episode. and so I actually I'm blanking now as to what I called the episode. but she had these dreams and her mom had these dreams that made me feel like They may not be these dreams as much as suppressed memories that are coming through dreams. And u Yeah abduction and things like that. And I think recently yeah, just last month I had for a member show Mystery Kink podcast guys they were on and Chris was telling about how he he felt like it was a dream no let me put this way. He wanted to tell people it was a dream. but the more details that came out it didn't seem like a dream man. And whatever he was dealing with, they were sampling things from his testicles and Like it wasn't fun. Like like some people talk about partying with aliens and they get to have sex with aliens and they have hybrid babies. Not the case for him. Like he missed out the whole sex thing. So like H you haveave you ever heard of astro projection? Of course. Astro travel. Yeah But yeah, that's actually something that anyone can do. Anyone can learn to do that You see There's this guy on YouTube and this other spiritual teacher, So Ryan Croppper and Til Swan, they talk about out of body travel. And ye yeah, like they give tutorials on how to do it on how to Asual travel and anyone can do it like a I've done it a few times. And like I said, in the higher dimensions, when you leave the body, you're actually in the fourth dimension, which is the the realm of Uh and, you know, like where entities are, you know what I mean? We're most you know, entities that were created by Man are like the Snded Masters And you can even communicate with angels. You can even go to higher dimensions in the we're going out of body and it's thought responsive. So anything you think of happens instantly. So if you say I want to go to this place You can go there And the cool thing about astrol travel is you have this silver cord attached to you to your third eye So it's impossible like a lot of people fear that they'll get stuck in it to come back in your body. But since it's thought responsive It's actually harder to stay out of your body becausecause once you think your body, you actually snap back into it immediately. So it's actually harder to stay out of you does not think about the physical life at all. You're not supposed to think about your body in any shape, way or form Otherwise they'll snap back into it. Go ahead I mean, I don't want to interrupt you here, but How do you So what do you think about then to whereere are you going then that doesn't remind you of the physical realm foocus on the like it's like it takes a lot of practice the first few times. You'll probably be out of body like a few seconds or a few minutes. The thing is the time is warped in the astral realm. So the thing, you know, say like if you spent if you feel like you spent three hours in astrals, it's probably going to be like a few minutes in the physical Oh man, you're hitting on some things that are getting my gears turning. You're in Canada. shoot, man. I can't bring you down to studio. Well We'll talk later, but go ahead. continue. Go ahead. Yeahes so. If you actually astro travel, learn how to astrol, you know, you can tell between astro traveling and dreaming. clearly because dreaming everything is warmed, right Every has worked and, you know abstract looking kind of like But in astral plane, it's actually the same as the physical And sometimes when you get to the higher dimensions, you actually detail, like say The physical dimensions, ten eighty p and the higher realms are like twenty K or forty K. I don't even know a four K. I don't even know the right terminology for that, but higher definition, more colors, more detail So that's how you can tell between dreams and nsturational travel Absolutely, anyone can actually travel. It just depends on the person. L some people will take longer to get out of their body U But once you get well versed you will actually be able to leave your body within like five minutes after you've been experienced In the astral plane, you can literally experience anything Like you could see how did the world form? I would like to experience that. And then you could actually go into this scenario, like you actually see the image of how everything was created and all these other things and like Yeah, it's like an information hub. You can look at, you know, about this. I would like to communicate and be in the presence of Bigfoot. You instantly go there if you're once you're experienced enough At first, it'll be harder to control. Like a lot of people like to use lucid dreaming to practice first. like they'll start lucid dreaming. like we Lucid dreaming is basically When you're dreaming and you're aware of the dream and you can control things in the dream, People will use that as practice before they get into astroplanes And a lot of people they actually Like there's videos out there that warn you not to astro travel because I don't know, like a demon could follow you or something like that or like you can get possessed. But honestly, that's That's only if you let the fear take over. There's going to be some fear. and you know, when you're in a frequency of fear, you're going to be on the same vibration as things that cause fear So you got to be very emotionally attuned to yourself and maybe get rid of any low vibration things out of you know, what you're consuming Like for instance, a lot of people like to watch scary movies, right That's actually one of the reasons people have bad experiences Nashvationale because they just refer to the scary movies they watch and then they actually see those things Hey man, listen, I might have to take that part out because peopleeople are going to listen to show like like well, I'm not going listen to the professionals anymore because I'm not trying to see stuff. So I'miding I'm kidd That's okay But um So yeah, Astle traravel is a big way a really major way to even get gain self awareness. like you'll be able to see Wh why a certain way, like you know what I mean? Like you'll see you'll be able to go back to your traumas and experience these things that happened So Anyways so yeah, people can just Go to the astrlalss and communicate with aliens whenever they want. You can literally just astro travel and say I would like to speak to I would like the presence of extraterrestrials. You can name a specific race. There's Arcturians Cladians, there's Lyans, there's a whole bunch of different, you know, extrstal races And they all have a lot of wisdom and loving things to share. The thing is you know, we all have sppirit guides. I don't know if you've ever heard of sppirit guides. Yeah. but there's basically these entities here who are here to guide us through our lives And u The thing about them is a lot of the time don they never like some people never get to talk to theirit guy perfectly okay. L, you know, a lot of people hear about this you know, interdimensional stuff And they're like, you know, now I can talk to angels and all these aliens. I want to ask them for advice on what to do and stuff The thing is that's not their role. Once they influence your, you know what I mean? by giving you too much information They're kind of influencing our free will, which is very important. this life as we are. So a lot of the time the guidance and the messages you get from them are very vague And you can tell between a higher dimensional being and a lower dimensional being byy the messages they give. So for instance, the higher dimensional beings, they are not able to give anything that is of low vibration. So they can't give you anything fear based. They can't threaten you with anything Like if you do this, this is going to happen to you. That's not. a higher being telling you to do that That's a fear based frequency that they're operating from. So that means they're a lower entity disguised as the higher frequency being So Theer higher dimensional beings, the ones that vibrate at a high frequency They're either going to be neutral with their messages When you communicate with them or they're going to be very high in loving. If it's anything below that, like if they're they're saying, you should do this or you happen or because I commanded that's actually not in the name of free will and the opposite of what a higher being would do tell you to do. So that's how you can tell. someome people are tricked And they think that a higher dimensional being or like an angel is talking to them, but re all they're receiving is all these beer based you know, messages and promptings And that's how you know it's definitely not a higher dimensional being or a good a being of good or an angel or whatever you believe in That's interesting. Where did you learn all this stuff. Is this something that you you were taught by your parents or you picked it up reading a book you found on the street or picked it up from all different types of sources, honestly Okay. U it's it's interesting. And you know, I've heard people talk about this stuff before.. The way you talk about it, I tend to understand it more U, In the past, I've had people talk to me whether it's on the show or off the show about this stuff And I'm just like I don't get it. Like I think for the first time and I'm not saying I understand it, understand it, but I think for the first time U you're somebody who's talking to me about higher frequencies and lower frequencies and I'm not just like what the freak are you talking about? you know I guess the way you described it, the way you broke it down, stuff, I can kind of feel it and picture it more. Don't worry, everybody doesn't mean I'm turning new age. I'm not turning new age or anything like that. I'm just you know, I'm saying I understand where he's coming from in his thought process Go ahead. No go All right, so another thing I forgot to mention, like I said that the thing the things you consume actually dictate your frequency as well So this is gonna this is where I'm gonna to lose a lot of people if I've already lost a lot of people. but basasically the best way to experience interdimensional things like astual travel and channeling and all these things is to be on a high frequency, right? so that you're matched to other high frequency things But that also means you need to look at the lower frequency things you're consuming. Like for instance I'm going get a lot of hate for this, but meat and animal products. Their frequency is on the frequency of suffering and death and separation from the mother and the child and the cows. You all that cross everything that they've experienced there on that frequency When you consume it, you match that frequency. You begin to take in that frequency and consume it Then you begin to vibrate at that frequency, that same frequency Same with sugar. suugar is a very low frequency thing People eat a lot of sugar, they're going to be on a lower frequency Um You know, What's it called artificial sweeteners? Alcohol, I know that's going to be a big one for a lot of people. Those are also lower frequencies That's what makes people a match to lower frequency entities Like a lot of people who drink alcohol will actually black out, right? And then they act out in ways that they wouldn't naturally So when they're sober That's because they've allowed these lower frequencies to take over. And sometimes they even get possessed by these lower entities once they're in that place once they're drunk enough. Yeah. they act out. Yeah. I don't know, have you ever witnessed someone black out and be completely different and like become violent or become like A completely different person where they're just Absolutely. L they're possessed. Yeah. Yeah does is a really low frequency thing Um I mean, so so basically what you're saying is Uh Veganism is new aggeism Honestly, not not all new wte people are vegan Because a lot of them still have, you know, like meat tastes amazing, right? I love meat Yeah so that stuff is me let me just back that back up for a second. Okaykay, because people might be lost there. Recently I was on somebody else's show, V very large show, Tinfo H podcast and I told them that I lost my my taste for meat from COVID It COVID literally turned me vegetarian for quite a while. Well, it was funny because right after I said that on the recording a couple days after, I started getting my taste for meat back just in time to move to Tennessee, where the barbecue is great and everything like that. So that's why I said I love me because I got my taste back for me. So go ahead carry on, my friend Yeah, so Yeah, those things, you know, it's hard for people to let go of, you know what I mean? And a lot of people believe No, I said law of attraction, what you thoughts shape reality, right, or like what you believe is you know what I mean? Like so for instance, your beliefs shape but reality you experience and a lot of people believe that you need meat to stay healthy. They begin to manifest these illnesses because they have this steep belief that you need meat to survive. So that actually manifests as something. that happens. where a lot of people can't survive without meat because they believe it that they need it That's interesting. I' never really I don't know. I just never really gave. I mean, I give thought to what I consume. I mean, like I don't I don't take in a ton of sugar I don't really consume I just don't really think a whole lot about what I'm consuming in the sense So I don't know. I just They really thought about it that way I just I eat what I like and I know for me, I don't feel good. Whenat when I eat too much sugar,t I don't drink soda because I don't like the way it makes me feel. Yeah, you can actually assess low frequencies by how you feel and after youve consume them. If you actually try eating say a diet with a lot of alive foods, so like living enzymes and living, you know, like fruits and vegetables and stuff like that that are, you know, you know, the Ross form probably poss sorry possibly Um When you actually eat a raw diet you begin to raise frequency because your cells are being replaced by living organisms and living enzymes rather than the decaying dead flesh So what I believe is that People who eat meat They're consuming something of a lower density. So like lower frequency Like I mentioned earlier And when you eat things that are alive and you know vegetables and fruits though they have a consciousness, they don't experience pain to the degree of a meat eating like like a meat You know what I mean? like sorry, L like animal with a central nervous system. R So those things are much higher frequency than them And You can actually tell by how How accurate like say, you know, do you believe in psychics at all Oh yeah, I mean, definitely, one hundred percent I don't think that all people who claim they're psychic are actually psychic, but I definitely think there are people who are psychics Yes, so When someone is a psychic, they're receiving information from the higher dimensions, right They're becoming like a bridge or a channel to the higher dimensions and're receiving information from them. When you're eating meat, it distorts the signal because it's in a lower frequency. It's not a match to the high frequencies of you know, what the information they're receiving So you can actually like usually when I go to a psychic or if I meet someone who claims to have abilities and receive information from higher dimensions, I ask them, what's your diet le like even though they could potentially receive information from higher dimensions A lot of it will be distorted by their own perspective and their own you know, beliefs and their own ego It's not going to be a pure channel channel is someone who does not consume any lower frequency things Wow So like your litmit test is like they're like, Hey, I'm psych.'re like, Okaykay, let's go to Texas Roadhouse. What do you feel about that if they're like, oh no, I don't eat me,'re like, okay, then let's talk. know, if they're like, Ohh yeah, I was just there last night, I could do it again. You're like, now, bro, you ain't psychic I mean, they could potentially be. There are psychics out there that are gifted enough that they can still receive information, but it's not going to be pure. like it's definitely get like just take everything they say with a great of salt. It's not going to be one hundred percent accurate compared to someone who doesn't I uh and that's kind of how I am with I mean, I don't go to psychics, but I mean, anything, I mean, even in my realm. So in the Christian faith realm, right? So I was raised Pentecostal and I don't think I'm Pentecostal.'m I'm like a hybrid theologically So But coming from the Pentecostal and stuff, it's real big like prophecy and you know, somebody prophesying over your life. God told me that you will blah, blah, blah, blah blah. I'm just like, yo, if God ain't telling me, I ain't letting Joe Schmoe from down the road come and tell me. like I'm sorry, Joey, like go take a hike and tell somebody else what God's telling you. I ain't listening, you know? So like I just don't I don't put a lot of faith in people to tell me things. So like even if it was a psychic, obviously I would be like very hesitant. but you're giv me some tools in my belt. If somebody comes me and says they're pschic like, what's your diet? like They're like, whyy do you ask? They like, just tell me what you do. It's like Yeah Um, But, like for me though I understand that perspective because I was raised Catholic. Okay. And I was extremely devout Catholic actually growing up in my teens. You know, like I was going to You know, Christ you for Christ camp, singing church songs for like ten to sixteen hours or something like that And I was in the choir So I was extremely religious, so it's kind of hard that you know, especially from my family and other people to accept that I'm no longer part of that But I still, you know, I sound like I invalidate your beliefs. I'm just saying that I'm You know, I better You're better not No know I know what you're saying, man. Listen, before we wrap this up though, I do want to thow and I threw this out to you before we start recording and if you don't want to do it, it's fine. But you just mentioned about singing in church. Can you give me some throat singing and stuff? justust so people can understand that this is actually the guy from the video that they're hearing and stuff. I mean, I know you said you ha hadn't warmed your voice up yet, but you can you do anything without warming your voice up All right, so do you want me to start lower or high because there's three different frequencies I do And well, a few different ones, but basically All right, I'll just start off with the low one Okay Harga which most people have heard M But Boy. that one's the lower frequencies and you could was more warmed up, it would be cleaner where it is less of a static key sound to it. I don't know if you've heard that as a grasp. But then the next one U is called Chillindic It sounds funny but yeah, it's called Chillindic. and He What That one, you can hear the overtone a lot more. There's two you can hear the pronounce Nes You know what I mean? There's one lower note, and then there's a higher note above it B So there's that that's mostly used to get into trances When you get into the trances, you're more connected to higher dimensions and you can experience things through that. And then there's the mid ones. This one takes a lot to warm up so it might not come out very good. We'll try. Exllly There are multiple notes in that. don't know if you heard That's called whoA, and that's the mid frequencies Oh And then after that, it comes with to get, which is the high frequenies. this one has two notes at once that are very noticeable And it's not just, you know, two notes, It's actually multiple notes. It just sounds like two notes because of what you can mostly hear That's unbelievable. That's that's what you did in the video that attracted the Bigfoot or whatever it was and Holy doneen. And then the highest frequency that I can do is going to be it's Western Otone singing. It not It doesn't have a weird name like the other ones. All right. So He. He The problem with this one though is a lot of the mics and, you know, even speakers and headphones, they can't capture the high, you know, the high frequencies to its full extent for some reason. I need to find a way around that But yeah. Well, I got good microphones if you want to come visit me. we can hang out and do some recording, you know? so shoot, dude. like I like all right. so Uh When I told my wife that you and I were scheduled to talk And I was like, you remember that guy that, you know, did the throat singing video and And she's like, Yeahah, I was like I'm talking. I'm going to have him on the show. And I'm in the kitchen. I'm like trying to do your throat singing And she's like she's like, don't do that. You're just going to offend them.. L it's incredible. Like I can't even comprehend how you can do that. Like it's absolutely amazing. How long did it take you to do that? Like learn how to do that stuff Um, I started in june twenty eighteen Shut up, really Jun twenty eighteen is when I started. and before that, it was kind of funny because I discovered throat singing in twenty sixteen, but then I read an article that said only like Mongolians and whoever else who who does it culturally can do it because they have this extra thing in their throat or something like that. The throats are shaped different. And I thought it was impossible for normal people to you know to learn But then I saw like a guy who was not Mongolian, clearly, he was white And he was able to throat sing very well. And I'm like, okay, if you can do it, I can do it and let's do it. And I guess like twenty eighteen, I started learning I was literally working in a factory at the time. And you know, I was like a box maker. I'd fold boxes in the back and push it through this curtain and then All the people on the line would fill this box the boxes with you know, the product And while I'm there working eight hours, it's foolding these giant boxes I would be throat singing in the back. like making random sounds, obviously didn't sound good at first. it just sound like I was making weird humming noises. I don't know. I didn't care how many people laughed at me or like thought it was weird. I just kept going. I'm like I want to learn this enough to, you know I don't care what you think Wow. Yeah. I mean, I can only imagine what some of the people were like, what is wrong with this guy? Like he like it's like the guy who's always talking to himself, you know? It' like But that's crazy cool man. L like Five years ago, if you told me, I would have a TikTok W fifty three thousand followers because of my throats sing I'd be like, what the hell are you talking about? Like I mean, and that's the way I feel about podcasting. I mean, I started the show in twenty seventeen and here I have this show. I have I produce other people's shows. I'm starting to do documentaries and we're doing a bunch of stuff with Mercle Media that has nothing to do with paranormal It's just like it took this whole thing is just takaking a life of its own. And if you told me back in twenty sixteen that hey, in twenty seventeen, you're going to start something that in five years is going to turn into this, I'll be like, you're crazy. I'm Tony the truck driver, okay. That's all I' never going to be. So like it's just It's amazing what life does and what you can do with life when you try, you take a passion, a desire, a dream, and you go against a grain. And what is going against a grain? Typically going against a grain is going against everybody out in the world is saying that you can't do it that we're filled this world's filled with people who say that it's impossible, you shouldn't, that's stupid. and people listen to those people. We were talking about that earlier and stuff about the subconscious and developing how you develop as a human being. But that happens even as an adult And so you go through life and you have people saying these things to you and so many people don't even try what they have a desire for out of fear of rejection of other people And those who do try have a substantial chance to succeed because the the the field of competition is so slim at that level because you're actually trying. Like most people donon't even try. And so I think it's really cool that you did that and that you're willing to do that. I listen, I took the bullets too. I mean, I went into work one day and told truck drivers, you know, guys who've been driving for twenty, thirty years, I told them that I'm starting a paranormal podcast. We can talk about ghost and Bigfoot and they're like what? you know, like I mean, you know They make fun of me. And it's just like it's like you just you bite the bullet and you have a direction and a knowledge and understanding of where you want to go with your life and you know that they are in like they're not going to get you where you want to go and they're they're not they're doing their thing. So why would you ever let somebody who has no way in your life have sway in your life. You know what I'm saying? Like I mean, like they're not going to live your life for you but you're going to let them dictate how you live your life. It's just it's silly. So anyways, listen, man I appreciate you coming on the show. I appreciate you chatting with me. Before we get out of here, tell people about your TikTok, your IG, where can they find you and stuff and hear your throat singing and check out the video. All right, so I got a TikTok And it's throat syinging. So just type out throat singing and add a K after the That's the G of singing. So throughroat singing That's basically how I came up with it ex added decay. And then And then a tar in Sndence. That's my art account and my main account basically. I'm mostly actually just an artist like an oil painter Stroke singing is a secondary thing but it's becoming the prominent thing, I guess now. Yeah. Yeah. So There's oil painting and also This is shout out to people I've learned from, you know, because I did quot a lot of people and I was talking to you. So Til Swan, Ryan Croppper maybe quite fresco on anyway, is just a shadout to all the people I've been learning from Awesome man Listen, man, I appreciate you being on the show. And I think it was just a fun, engaging conversation and I didn't know where we were going to go outside of the video and it took a life of its own and I'm happy with the man. So thanks for being here Yeah, thank you for hosting and inviting me on this. This is a great opportunity. It was awesome connecting with you Well, that's sure everybody I really hope you enjoyed it. And if you did enjoy, please share with your friends. I don't care where or how you share the show. Just share the show if you enjoyed it because that's the best thing you can do to help the show grow. And before we get out of here, I just want to I want to give it a shout out. I don't know who this dude's name is, but the contractor for my house came by today to talk with me and he told me that the guy who delivered the stone for my house asked about me. He said didid by chance the guy that bought that house. Have a podcast. And he said, yes, he did. And he said, I listened to his show. And so I think it's just funny. the guy who actually delivered the stone to my house listens to the show. So dude, if you're listening right now, shout out to you. The stone looks beautiful. Thank you very much And shout to everybody, everybody who listens in Tennessee, East Tennessee specifically. I love you I'm loving the area. Let's go Oh yeah, and until next week, stay safe, takeake care and remember the truth will set you free, but first'll piss you off. Bye and there L into the Yeah L and sodo Yeah me patronize my dreams, fake smiles I see. The fandom ke to you S me down
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