The Panicked Writer (private feed for mpejcic@yahoo.com)
Ellie Leonard
Reading the Epstein Files - Virginia Giuffre's Testimony Pt. 3
About This Episode
Thanks everyone for joining in as we continue to read through Virginia Giuffre’s deposition from her 2016 defamation civil suit against Ghislaine Maxwell. If you would like to read the whole transcript, you can do that here.
A couple of things were mentioned in this section of the deposition, namely Virginia’s parents, who sent her to live with an aunt and uncle in California when she was 11 years old. Virginia doesn’t go into detail here, but the relationship she had with her father, and the story of his friend “Forest Jones,” is very dark, and foreshadows the abuse she would suffer at the hands of Ghislaine Maxwell and Jeffrey Epstein. If you would like to read that story, which includes triggers for sexual abuse, you can click the link below.
Virginia also mentioned the first time she was sex-trafficked to a man named Ron Eppinger. He a notorious operator of a South Florida international prostitution ring in the late 1990s, which brought in girls from Eastern Europe with the promise of modeling jobs (sound familiar?). In 2001 he pled guilty to smuggling immigrations into the U.S. for prostitution, money laundering, and other prostitution offenses. He was sentenced to 21 months in jail, was released, and died in 2006. You can read his court case here.
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