The Crucifixion and God's Love

I was in this cave, there was this pressure. It felt like everything was pressing down on me. It I see this person that I know he just got to hell And he's butt naked. Everyone's butt naked down there and there's three women who are demons that are standing around him. I see them as the women that he sees and they're dressed up like dominatrixes. They're there to torture him That was his main sin He's crawling on his hands and knees screams that if you heard it in this life, It would blow your eardrums out. It's so loud because their whole body is screaming, but they're also singing like twisted Christmas carols or songs that people liked in life, like their favorite song So when people say, oh, I heard, you know, such and such music going on down there because that person liked that music and they're using it torture them and torment them with it. And they say everybody reaps what they sewed down here. They'll say fulber things like you're myine now I own you. You're my B word. and then continue to unconsensually violate people And she comes up out of this pit and she Dassa, She liked adultery. She enjoyed causing men to commit adultery so that she could break up their marriages. She was like a kid, man. It reminded me of a kid That's like about to get beaten and he's irritated because she's screaming. so he stped her with his foot. That psychotic tormenting laugh. And they get pleasure not from violating people, but from the fear, the pain, the torment. They get pleasure from that. It's not where it ended. She regenerated and she was still on fire And he grabs her by the hair and he's dragging her off. She was a gossier So he Benzs are over the table Pulless outter tongue, smaller demons It so disgusting They would actually holes into her crawl inside of her and start doing stuff inside of her. They're not fallen angels, those demons. They are the creatures that were alive at the time of the flood. There was no real Christians in hell. There was no people who are Christian and are trying and mess up. And someone says That's fake, he's lying. Lamentations three First of all, the demons aren't down there being tormented yet that and Matthew, when they came to Jesus when he went to the Gerinis and the man was there. With the Legion of demons, they said, Have you come to torment us before the time? Jonah would died and went to hell It says it write in Jonah two in Hebrew It says that he was in Sheel for three days and three nights. Why would you want to rob yourself God in a presence that loves you that much. board reveals himself to me. This is not a podcast. This is a deliverance ministry. God is going to deliver just as many, if not more here than he does inside of church buildings. Ton, you gott to keep giving yourself over to it. It's proving it to you over and over. And the waitiness of your anointing, the Lord says thousands will be delivered I'm so grateful to have my brother in the room. It's been a long time coming. I just want to welcome you to the podcast We need to talk Robin Cunning him. Yeah Cun Okay, okay. Thank you so much for being here, man. It's honestly, it's an honor to be here. Man, listen. So I've only heard snapshot of your testimony because God has allowed you to see so much. It always blows my mind who God selects and he allows them to just see certain things that would just blow the minds of the typical individual. but I want to I want to go back to How this all happened? What was it you know, made your experience so significant and significant and did it come out of nowhere? So if you could take us back and then walk us through some of the things that you've been able to see Yeah, so really everything started when I was a little kid. I wasn't raised in a Christian family. My dad was atheist. He just now recently says he believes in Jesus, but was my whole life. My mom said she's Christian, but you know, she does all the she loves psychics and ghosts and all this stuff and then When I was about three years old, I want to say about three or so, I was sleeping over at my grandma's house, which they claim is haunted. You know, I know that that's demon now, but back then I was like, I don't know if I want to stay in this place with these ghosts, you know? And I'd be falling asleep And I woke up, but I saw my body was on the bed and I walked out of the living room where I was asleep, walked down a little hallway past the front door into the kitchen All of a sudden there's this picture of Jesus. I look up at it and it transforms into like a do It just opens up as a door and Jesus walks through And he's not like the Jesus like everybody think, you know, you look at the pictures. he didn't look anything like the picture that she had on the wall. It was that classic you know, white brown haired blue eyed Jesus over the rock like You know. Yeah. he's much darker than that. Wow And he has dark hair and he's definitely Jewish but it has a really good Tan to him and He looks at me. everythingverything transformed into this old kind of like clay adobe kind of brick house kind of thing, notot brick, but, you know, like the old fashioned house, Its a fireplace, a table and some shelves over up against the wall and he looks at me and smiles with this Jesus smile that only he has where he looks at you like, You're his favorite. You're the only one that he's ever been thinking about that he's ever wanted to see. That's how he makes everybody feels like you're the only person that that he died for, you know? And he looks at me and he says What would you like And you know, he has Solomon the same thing And Solomon's like, I need wisdom, man.. Well I was three. I said I know there's an oatmeal raisin cookie in that jar right there. Can I get that oatmeal raisin cookie and he smiled and he handed it to me and I was eating it. and I still remember the taste of it. It was hands down best tasting oatmeal raisin cookie and he just smiled at me like this patted me on the head and then back in my body and my in my grandma's house Th when we woke up, when they woke up, I laid there. I couldn' I don't know. I couldn't go back to sleep and It was probably about five o'clock in the morning anyway, which is when kids wake up And so I told my grandma and she's all excited because that's the only Christian influence that I really had in my life was my grandma, my grandpa Uh, and, you know, my gndpaas a ore he was a Korean war veteran and he passed away recently And she's all excited and she's like Jesus visited you in your dream. Jesus visited my son in a dream. And I guess they were baptists. So the fact that she was shocked was kind of crazy. R But when I was in hell and you know I have more to share, but when I was in hell, I saw that these things that they call aliens. They are demons They are down there. There' a lot of them. And all of the ones that they describe, I can tell you for a fact, every one of them that they've shown a picture of, even the quote unquote fake ones, the ETs and stuff they all look like They all look like those things. They're all twisted and deformed and weird, but get to that later. That's actually where the markark of the Beast comes from to. that was pre flood. They were pre flood. Anyway Um My goodness. And I've wrote a whole book about it called The Mark of the Beast. I actually figured out where the Mark of the Beast is in the Bible. and that they have engineered it now in DNA that can be replicated So Anyway, for about eight years after that, I didn't really have a lot of supernatural encounters. I believed in Jesus I thought. you know, I didn't ever accept H or say any prayer or anything, but I knew I was like, you know, I just I just believe I don't know how to explain it, but I' live a good life. Uh I it's sexual sin was like my big thing, you know And uh trying to formulate my thoughts here so I don't say anything too out of control here. But about when I was sixteen years old I was at a bus stop outside of what used to be the ApeC building in Utican, New York And that was I guess it was a call center. and it went through a couple different companies there, but eventually it landed on Verizon. I actually worked for them for a little bit. I had no business being there Not at all because I One customer got mouthy with me and I was not saved and I told this person what she could do, how she could do it, and how fast she could do it I dropped several F bombs in the phone call with this lady and I didn't get fired. They called me into the office actually probably cut this part out, maybe. But they called me into the office and said, we listened to this phone call because this lady reported you, if you ever talkal like this again before I looked at them and went You're not gonna to fire me.ow I was like, really But anyway, I was with it. That is insane. I know, I can't believe they let me stay on because I did it more I was a raging alcoholic on drugs. I had a big mohawk and a bad attitude U I didn't I could care less about what people thought and I it should have never been a customer service, you know. Yeah. But at sixteen years old, I'm at this bus stop coming home from work I was living with my grandmother at the time I worked at Stain. Elizabeths Hospital And I was waiting at the bus stop to go from the corner of Genessee and Route five and Bleaker to my the road closest to my grandma's house because the bus didn't go directly to her house. So I'm in front of this APAC building and this guy in a's kindind of more heavy set guy older, probably late forties or fifties. And I was sixteen. He comes up to me in his blue suit and he goes, Do know where you're going when you die? And I said, Well, yeah, I'm going to heaven And he said, how do you know that? And I was like, it's a trick question? Because I'm a good person. Dh Yeah, you know. He said, he looked at me and he said, That's not good enough And I looked at him and I actually I felt rejected. right because you know, that's that's not the best approach, you know, Im nothing against him. He's right. right. It's not good enough. No good works are going to get you to heaven. And u He said, the only way that you can get to heaven is through Jesus because everybody sins and I was like, not me I'm a good person. like I ain't no sinner you talking about. And he goes, well, have you ever done this? that? The other thing and it gets a part about lusting after a woman? Then I was like, I don't know what lust means. I' never heard that word. you know, it's kind of almost like Um, almost like Christian eese Yeah these days. It looks like U I was like, I don't know what that means. He goes, haveave you ever looked at a woman and thought about And I was like, well sixteen years old. I'm going through puberty. Let's do the math. Yeah.. Of course I have. Yeahute. You know, I was actually into porn when I was like eight years old because of how I was raised. That was It wasn't it was't quote, unquote acceptable, but u It was accessible in my house And I mean, we have no problem finding my dad's stuff. I'm not trying to embarrass my dad or anything, but this's just how how we were raised Um And I was like, well, yeah, I guess then I've done all of the stuff. I guess I need Jesus And it goes, Do you want to accept him right now? I'm like, sure. what does that even look like? So he leads me through the sinner's prayer which I'm thankful for now But I didn't get any discipleship after that I didn't get an invitation to church I didn't get anything. The only Christians that I had in my life at that time were Christians who were like me We wanted to party and drink be with girls and focus on sports, you know, normal kids stuff. Yeah, you know, normal worldly kids stuff. Yeah. Wow So I went home and my grandma goes, and she's the only one that's allowed to call me Robbie. her and my wife's grandma. just out of respect. but I don't like being called Robbie. Okay And she goes, So what did you do today, Robbie? I think we were playing CanASA even, you know, the old old people game. This is maybe not an old people game. I love it. And I said, Well, I guess I accepted Jesus today, whatever that means. And she goes, Oh, well, that's great. She was Christian, apparently. I didn't know she was Christian My grandpa was Christian, My grandma's Christian, apparently she's Pentecostal. Now she's a little more vocal about it. Okay. She thought that I was the best thing ever. And I was like Sweet, cool. you know what like Guess I'm Christian. I profess that I was Christian But I got worse and worse and worse. When I was in high school You know It's normal to drink a little and want to sleep around or smoke some pot or whatever. and I didn't think anything of that But it was after I got out of high school I got married pretty much immediately after that didn't last Both were immature And we had no business getting married I thought that I was Christian, but I was into all kinds of bad stuff U And we ended up getting divorced It was we had a son, his name's Noah And my son's name know the last one. That's the best And His name is Noah William Andrew, which the letters are still NoA NWA. Not intentional, but I remember sitting on the porch smoking weed with one of my friends from school We'll just call him Bogues because that's what he likes to go by. So I'm not trying to I don't know where he's at in life or anything like that. Oh yeah. And And he says I worshiped Satan and I was like Okay. I worship dad I was like, who cares At least you chose something. I always I always thought, you know, I have more respect for a person who chooses to worship Satan than an atheist Wh chooses to believe there's nothing I was like, you know there's God and you chose evil But an atheist is the fool. Wow what the word says, a fool says there is no God in the atheist whole thing is I'm so smart but they're a fool because they said there's no God, whereereas say in they say yeah there's God, I hate him , but he exists Either you choose to be hot O cold, rightight And he said, I get everything that I want. And of course, I was in the I didn't have any church. I was of the mindset that you're supposed to be as a Christian, poor celibate Um No drinking, no drugs, no alcohol, off course, don't do that stuff. No fornicating, no sex, no fun, no joy, no happiness. I thought that that was where what the pursuit of happiness was was being carnal and getting drunk and hanging out with my friends and working just enough to pay bills or whatever, just to be able to party he said, I get everything that I want in my life right now. money, cars, women, drugs, whatever I want, Satan gives it to me. Why would I wait until the afterlife to have it I looked at him and you would think that I would be tempted or enticed because I was poor and I lik drugs and women and stuff back then. And I just looked at him and I said Hell's real hot, dude And he just looked at me and we continued smoking weed and drinking and stuff and hanging out. But I didn't have any conviction. Wow. I remember my friend Jonathan Siraco from Bronx He said Be the Christian that your friends are okay sitting in front of because that doesn't mean you're the cool guy. Come moment. That means your conviction doesn't convict them And now looking back at that, I was like, I had no conviction moment And then later Another one of my friends who worships a horse goddess named Aponia theseese are the people I hung out with. I was in a relationship with a witch She had an altar. We were doing sex magic and all this stuff Um And I didn't know it at the time. and she ended up breaking up with me because she put her altar up in the bedroom and I was like,, whatever You know, off course there's no crosses or crucifixes in the house and her terror cards are in there and stuff. She puts an altar there and then she puts bread in the center And you're supposed to, I guess think about the things that you want and then, you know, whatever. I want to get graphic on it. but the bread's there for the go it's a false communion. Yeah fal and intercourse, relationship, like what God wants, but twisted And uh I ate the bread She goes, that was not for you. She was so offended. And I was like Who's it for I mean, first of all, why did you even put Bread in the bedroom?ike this this makes sense. Are you George Castanza? Like are we talking? What are we doing here? She ended up breaking up with me the next week. She was not happy about that I was talking to my friend. There it is, who worshihiped theponia, the horse goddess and Celtic god And there's reasons he did that. I don't want to talk about U He said Your guy lets you drink and party and sleep with women and do witchcraft and do drugs and everything And all you have to do is ask for forgiveness and you're forgiven. But then you have to turn around and act like You believe in Jesus You want to turn around and act like you're better than us and try and tell us how we need Jesus He said, why would I need A God that lets me lets you do the same things that my God does right now. Why would I need that God And I was like, dang Point, man, checked you, man. I was like, off course you don't need my Godd. Our gods are the same. Right? And I remember another one of my friends atheists. he said Why wouldn't you tell me about Jesus Why wouldn't you tell me about Jesus if you think that that's the only way for me to get to heaven and that's the most loving thing that you can do this still crushes me He said Why wouldn't you tell me about him? Because if you really think that that's the best way, that that's the only way to get to heaven and you don't tell me, it tells me you love yourself more than me because you're afraid to tell me or you just straight up hate me And I was like, man U, you know, I didn't have any conv I didn't know. I didn't have any conviction. I know anything and I was like I guess that's right. I guess that's exactly it. It was really I just didn't want to deal with being rejected, I don't want to deal with the attitude and the ignorance that comes when you tell people about Jesus, but also I was a hypocrite. I was the one that Greasy Grace. I was one I thought I was a Christian, but I was not really saved. U. and that friend that worshhiped Ponia, he actually choked me to death. in two thousand nine We went to a bar drinking And he wanted to start a fight with people at the bar, which I was cool with that. I like to start fights. I just I have this I have this me where I could feel people's emotions. And I can kind of sense what they're thinking through their emotions And I would use that if that guy gave me to manipulate people cause them to have arguments. did it for fun Wow. And u Nobody ended up wanting to fight us. So we started flashing, you know, big wades of money and stuff to try and get someone to try and rob us or something. Just give us an excuse to either beat you up or kill you That's That's where I was at. I didn't care. I hate I hated people. I didn't care but anywone. Oh, I'm a Christian. I hated everyone. What does first John say? If you say that you love God, but you hate your brother Who's made in the image of God? you're a liar. You hate God So Apparently I hated God And even Paul said there was people In the book of Acts, he said And mayaybe it wasn't X, but he said They reject Christ through their actions. That was me. So people would be like, I never, I said this I will never reject you God. I will Never give up. I always told people about you. I always believed in you. And I read that when I got saved He rejects them with their actions. and I was like That's why he says When they said, D we cast out devils? Did't we do these signs and wonders? and didn't we prophesy in your name? And he said, I never knew you There was no relationship. There was no you thought. You had something, but you didn't. there was nothing. I said that stuff And then something weird happened. My TV comes on And it's this flat screen TV it's old. So when I say flat, it's like It's really you fifty pounds and still thirteen inches. But it comes on and this was right when they had switched from analog signals to digital where I couldn't get a signal anymore without an antenna whichich then I learned you can actually use a paper cllip and that still works. But anyway My TV comes on and it's on TBN, which was a free local station. Yes. And you know, now I don't really watch TBN very much. I don't watch much TV. but Joseph Prince was on I don't watch him very much anymore And he was talking about maybe you're backs sllitting Christian and he listed all the stuff that I'd been doing He's like, your back sliding. I didn't know what that meant but how he explained it made perfect sense And he's like You've given up, you maybe you're questioning and I had said. I had said literally that same day. Is Mohammad the right God O is Allah the right God? Is Mohamad right Are you all the same God, but different names because that's what it seems like. Everybody has a little piece of the puzzle and I know I'm just going to throw it all together and I got my God and whatever one I identify with, that's the God that I serve. when I'm like, but I don't wantan to serve you I mean, I had been to the point of depravity where I had literally, I was afraid to say it out loud So I whispered it and I said, manan, I would sell my soul to have sex right now and have a thirty pack of beer Like, I didn't You know, looking back on that, I didn't value anything. Wow then And I was so ticked off and Joseph Prince starts talking about this stuff And how your back sliding Chrushion lists all the things that I did Everything, everything that I just said. And then he leads, he says, but guess what? He forgives you Come on, You can come back to him. And if you want to, you can invite him into your heart and really get saved So I said the center's prayer because there was no way he wasn't talking to me just now in that prereorded video. You know I don't know how the TV came on I don't know how Joseph Prince was on there and it was black and white and grainy. I don't even know why I even watched it with such low quality, you know And I said the sinner's prayer And this time something changed. U And I I was like This feels different And I said God. You get me out of this house Give me a place to stay. Give me a job and get me into church right now and I promise you that I will never turn back from you ever again And I walked out because I was just freshly safed I went out to the refrigerator and grabbed a beer, sat out in my living room I smoked my weeds, smoked my cigarette. My friend called me on the phone. And he says, what are you doing right now? And I was like I was sitting here drinking a beer and smoking. Yeah. and he said, ye, I was driving around praying for a while And I felt like God was saying, this was the only Christian friend that I had in my life, you know but we still drink together and stuff. He said, I felt like God was telling me that you need a place to stay No. So I talk to my wife And she said, you can come stay with us if you want. And but I'll help you get a job and we'll take you to church whatever it takes to help you get on your feet And I said, Yeahah, that sounds great. How soon can you be here? He said, Well, how soon can you have your bags packed? And I was like, I'll be ready to go in like ten minutes. He goes, great because I'm in your driveway right now He lived twenty minutes away. God already answered my prayer had sent someone before I prayed. It just blows me away he loved me that much which is funny because I remember Before that happened I had another out of body experience I was out of my body on the side of my bed There was a window at the end of my bed and there was a window at the foot of my bed. I was out of my body looking at my body in the bed and I saw this demon come in Weird deformed twisted. He had on chains and a gold crown It was rusty All metal rusts in hell That's what that scripture says where gold doesn't rust, gold doesn't rust on earth, but it does rust in the afterlife. in hell. And this demon was came in the window, jumped into my head and on the way in, he said, I'm going to do whatever I want with this body and I could do nothing to stop it. Jesus came in the window at the foot of my bed and he said, no I still have a purpose for this one And that demon went Fast I went back into my body And Jesus looked at me and he goes, and just smiled that I love you so much, smmile. And now looking back, he told me He said I saw you for who you were gonna be, not for who you were Oh, man. And that's how he looks at us. Thank you, L. We don't know we're going to get saved. We don't know when we're going to get saved. We don't know what we're going to be like when we die But he does, and he's not looking at you that horrible pitiful center. He's looking at you like I died for you. You don't know it yet. come on. But I died for you. come on. And he loves you just as much in hell as he does in heaven And it hurts him more than anyone can comprehend if you go to hell So I ended up gettinget into the prophetic. I saw John Paul Jackson. I saw him on the show I'd only heard of because my one of my friends was Christian and she watched It's supernatural. Okaykay, yeah And John Paul Jackson was on there talking to Sid Roth. and I was like, who's this guy? Yeah? And he's talking about God speaks through dreams and he still speaks today and all this stuff. And I was like, no way I thought dreams were just a bunch of bull crap. You know? L I thought that was like a witch thing or psychics say get into that. it turns out That's my purpose is dream interpretation. Jesus told me this Uh get there though And um, I was like, well, I want to do that And what I've realized is as a Christian, what you're called to do is what you're drawn to do in life, what you're drawn to as a Christian, you know, you start, you're like, man Like, I want to I learn everything about audio and visual engineering. I think that's the coolest stuff. That's what my grandpa did. He had a degree in it and he worked for a newews channel too from when they opened until I think like forty nine years or something like that or maybe a little less and then he retired But this this is stuff that I think is super cool. But I was drawn to the prophetic immediately when I became saved. And so people are like, well, what's my purpose? And I was like, well, do you watch do you prefer to watch how to cast out demons speaking tongues Do you prefer to watch how to prray for people or faith miracles or whatever? You know, what you're naturally drawn to when you become a Christian, that's what you're called to. That's good It it took me a long time to figure that out too And that even manifests from a dream interpreter perspective that manifests through what you do as a job, especially of your first job My first real job, I was a janitor. So I was called to clean up stuff in a school I was called to clean up things and that's part of what've what I've been called to do U, you know, or your first car, my first car was a tourus You know, a Ford Taurus, Ford is like a fort. So fortified, build up things, strongholds. And a Taurus is like a bull, strong, powerful in Hebrew, it's the E left, it's the chief, it's the head you know, so called to be in leadership, called to, you know, also submit to God But anyway, And I forget where I was going with that those gifting things that you. begin to identify in yourself that you began to realize that God was calling you towards dream interpretation. Oh yeah, okay. rightight. saw John Paul Jackson and then I was like, that's what I want. I started to learn everything about dream interpretation. I was like, this is what Christianity is. dam Dream interpretation is what what it is. and it took me a long time to realize there was more to it than that. You know, I wanted to cast out deevils and stuff. After I got safe, I was drinking with a friend because I was fresh out of the factory, you know, still had that fresh cigarette smoke smell. I quit smoking, I quit pouring immediately Because I looked in I look I got on my Google or my Google machine Google. it' now it's Chat GPT. Right? Yeah. O Grock. Yeah. Oh yeah. yeah U I got on Google and I said everyone would always say this to me. especially at youth groups. This was what was prevalent among the, you know, Christian teenagers was, I can look at porn because the Bible doesn't say that you can't look at porn and it's not having sex before marriage So I said God, I need to know this. If I'm going to worship you, I want to be pure. I want to do what's right So I googled is porn mentioned in the Bible? and I kept coming up with the word fornication and some weird numbers next to it and stuff that I'd never seen a strongs cononcordance before. Well, it took me a while and I was like, well, I guess it's not mentioned in the Bible. And then guy goes, look again and he kept giving me that little Look at a screen and read, you thick headed person, you And I looked in the word for fornication is in Greek porn And I was like, okay, Porn's mentioned in the Bible, I can't look at this I had a harder time quitting cigarettes and chewing tobacco than quitting that. It was supernatural It just it just took it away. I became celibate. Seven years later, I met my wife U So I became a dream interpreter. I thought that I was going to be working for John Paul Jackson one day because the Lord told me I was going to be moving to Texas and doing something with Streams ministry. And that did happen, but he died before I got to go down there and I was grieved in the spirit because I knew people that worked with him, that were close friends with him and stuff. and I was like, one of these days, they can invite me down here and that's my ticket. Yeah. because I was I was minded like that. That's not it. I'm like, now you do the hard work. Come on You do you do the work Earn it and God promotes you and be thankful He doesn't promote you before you're ready. Wow Because if I was promoted before I was ready, I was a wreck. I would have hurt people. Absolutely The devil doesn't care The devil will promote you because you don't want to listen to God He'll promote you immediately because he knows what's a little collateral damage. Yeah, You'll get some people healed, youll get some people saved, but you're gonna hurt more people because of your sexual sin or your alcohol addiction. He's like, I'll tear your family apart because you got drugs and alcohol or I'll tear your family apart because you're not submitted to me in sexual purity And now you're going to cheat And there's demons that are assigned for that And if he had promoted me before I was ready, there was a demon assigned to me that told me to my face. I will make you cheat Oh heck, no This is a nasty deformed frog looking thing and You said the enemy would love for you to be promoted before you're healed, before you're set free, before you're God has done the full work in you because He said, even if you get some people blessed a lot more than you heal That is powerful M that will it will It will destroy people likeike I couldn't imagine ever cheating on my wife and hurting my sons or hurting my wife. You know, I've I'm a man. I have made her cry and that hurts my heart. Yes I couldn't imagine brereaking her trust. and not being there for my kids That's what Satan wants. And you think, oh, that would never happen to me I'm not trying to sound rude or disrespectful But it's happened to almost every prophetic minister we've seen Great ones Bob Jones U What's his name? Mike Bickkel You know did it just because you weren't submitted in that area and you were promoted too soon. Keep me low, Lord. keepe me low. u the lessons we learned. I took I took that to the extreme and my wife has access to my phone. Every. Everything. And I've got this thing called Victory app, which takes screenshots of my stuff and sends it to her. I don't look at porn I don't look at anything that I'm not supposed to look at, but I want her to know that. Yes. And if she wants to see that, I want her to see that so that she can trust me. It's called prevention, man.. It's far better than having to backtrack and have to builduild trust when you're just already open book So that's it. And if you're serious do that. And what I think is, you know, if you don't want to if you don't want to be embarrassed to get an accountability partner, And I'm not talking about like, oh, you call your friend when you're about to sin or something like that. because ninety percent of the time you don't call your friend I'm talking about them get a text message, notification saying that you're on some site you're not supposed to be on. Come on And they gott to call you and tell you, bro, what are you doing? Absolutely. serious? You got to be willing to be ready to be embarrassed Be if you don't embarrass sinsin will embarrass you That's so good And it it and I know some watching are like That sounds extreme Sounds like it's too much Jesus said man, Matthew. I believe it's in eighteen if you're I offended you Cut it off If is it might do fifteen, one of those. If your eye offends you cut it off, if your hand offended, you cut it off, like that sounds extreme, but that's how serious it is becausecause if we leave ourselves to ourselves then we are capable of the unimaginable So what you're doing is not extreme That's what obedience looks like. 'cause obedience is so much better than sacrifice Yeah, I imagine that imagine. I have a TikTok And I make memes on TikTok. And one of the ones I made was from this cartoon from cartoon Network and It says, u How Saul was like when Samuel said obedience is better than sacrifice. And you know, he had just sacrificed all his cattle and said, I did this for God. You were late. And he goes, God likes obedience more than sacrifice. And it's the cartoon character going That's it, man. That's real. That's how I feel. That's how we are So I got into that dream interpretation and the prophetic stuff and the reason I say this is because I met my wife in dreams before I met her. And she met me in dreams before I met her. I'm from New York She's from Oklahoma. Never in my wildest imagination did I think I would marry someone from the state of Oklahoma. Nothing against Oklahoma for those of you who are out there from Oklahoma, but I thought y'all were living in tepees basically. That's a joke. I did ask my wife Where are the cowboys And where are the Indians? Listen, I lived in Oklahama for six months. I was wondering the same they. She said, what did you think Oklahoma was before you got here? And I was like, we have ammish people in New York. Like, you know, they're in their horse and bugging and don't use electricity. Is it so far fetched to think All right, come on. that y'all still have like I was under the impression that there was still like Ranchers rogue cowboys and stuff. w did see people riding on their horses in the streets, but not in Oklahoma City. it was in Dell City, which is basically not nice part of that area. She goes, well, this is what you expect out here. And I was like, this what I everywhere what you're talking about.. But anyway, I had a dream in two thousand I want to say like twenty fourteen, so it was three years before I met her into this house And I saw her sitting in a chair And I said, you're not going to believe this, but God told me that you're supposed to be my wife. And she goes, Oh, really? in the dream And I said, Yeahah, absolutely. And so He told me that you weren't going to believe me. so and I pull out a notebook out of my pocket big notebook, so you know it's a dream And I said, so I wrote down everything that he told me about you so that I could use it for confirmation when I meet you. And she goes, Well, tell me it So I said, you know, you're twenty five years old Uh, you're a you're a officially adopted, but you're adopted because you've been raised by other people, not because your parents are dead, but because they're divorced and I've had her mom's name and her aunt's name And everything wrote it down. and she goes, Okaykay I'm waiting she was in a relationship with somebody and would be for the next three years. He kept her on the hook and never proposed. and I say, thank you, God Thank you for that man having commitment issues. Yeah, Dropping the ball. 'cause I needed seven years to mature to be able to marry a woman like her I wasn't ready for her. She was ready. She was ready. I was not ready. I even wrote down, You're a virgin. twenty five years old and you're a virgin, which almost unheard of these days I was not, but I had been celibate for seven years because the moment that I got saved, I quit everything there wasn't temptation, not that there wasn't opportunity my walk with God serious and I took it serious. Come over. And so and I had another dream and in that dream her name was Carol and an angel walks up to her and points at her and says, Oh In that first dream, I said, okay, and I walked around the house and she said, I'm waiting for you And her dad comes out and it's not her dad in real life. He's a very tall guy, probably six foot something He had a long white beard, white hair, a white flowing robe with gold sash going down it. And he walks up to me and he smiles at me. with that Jesus smile And he says This is a gift for you. And I remember There was a fireplace right next to me and it had grace on it. and the name of our ministry is fireside Grace I didn't know that. I didn't make that connection And he handed me this letter And I open it up and he says, this is a gift for you and it says C S R. couldn't imagine what that meant. I thought maybe that's initials or something And later he said it means sees her Caesar CSR which the Hebrew letters that they use for Kaiser in Hebrew be translated as CSR, Caesar or Ka they would say Kaiser or something like that So I have that dream that she's named Carool and she's pregnant and we're married and this angel walks up and points at her belly and says we will call this one Grace And then I found out They said we'll call this one Grace Cunningham And then I found out when she was in high school, everybody called her Grace, That was what she was known as And her name was Carol So I was like, well, that's interesting So I've Meet her I went through some stuff I want to talk about because the other person's alive and it was a very difficult time for me and for them. Um And I helped this person who was suicidal. Her husband left her. She had five kids. The Lord had me stay I was supposed to go and help them do a conference in Pickyu and, Mississippi And The Lord came and told me because I'm fixing and pack my bags up and leave. I ain't staying in no house with A woman whose wife husband just walked out on her and five kids U that looks bad That does not look Christian. And Jesus came and said, I want you to stay and help take care of these until they're restored He said until they're reformed But restored is what we associate with. And I understood when he said it, he didn't want them to be restored back to how they were. He wanted them to be reformed and brand new. Gotcha. That's good And u So I stayed for three months in this situation that looked horrible And my reward for that was I got to intercede and pray for them eventually They got back together after three months And I told her husband what Jesus told me After all the name calling everything, I could have given up You know, doesn't look good, some young single man and I'm at the time I was skinnier and I know I'm not ugly. So I can understand what people are thinking. you know I told him, Jesus wants you performed and not restored And he broke down and started crying. prayed for him, he ended up getting deliverance. they got back together. They're strong. They haven't had any issues since then. My reward for interceding them was meeting my wife So I was with this family We went to Oklahoma City to do dream interpretation, which At that point, I was so good at, but not because I really understood it, but because I was just gifted at Now I understand it and I can teach it. Wow And I I'm sitting up on the stage and I'm playing u drums And this girl walks up to me and I'm not really looking, I'm not really paying attention. I had literally just said I'm not looking for a wife. I don't care if I ever get married. After seven years of not being in a relationship, not doing anything with anybody, you don't care anymore. You know what I'm saying? Like there comes a point where you're like, I'm healed, I'm free from this. And she says, play that and I'm like My guitar Oh I was playing my guitar, That's right, wasn't drums. I was like, my guitar? Who do you think you are asking to play my guitar? just walking up here and ask and I was like, sure. So your mom and I loveved And it was her from the dream and I was like And your current wife. Yeah. I was like, my name's Robyin by the way. and she goes, Brandy. So afterwards I go up and talk to her and I'm like, I know that she's the one, you know, I know what God told me and I wrote down everything from that dream in my phone so that when it happened, I would have it ready And I had it ready. And I just knew was gonna eventually I was gonna meet her. And I said, I know your name is Brandy. You know my name is Robin. But let me ask you this, do the names Carmen and Carol mean anything to you? Is it like your middle name or something? She gives me the What you stalking me look like? she goes Why And I said I literally had this thought in my head. Do I tell her that God said she's supposed to be my wife? That's the alternate Christian boy fl Red flat. Right? O and scare her away so that she'll never talk to me again Or do I act like it's just something prophetic, brush it off and then bring it up later if I can get her number or something down the road so I don't scare her away. And I thought, you know what? I'm leaving town tomorrow. Did't leave town the next day, by the way. I'm leaving town tomorrow. I'm just gonna say I said, well, it's pertaining with who God said was gonna be my wife And she goes well Carmen is my mom's name And Carol is my aunt's name Why do you ask? And I said, well, it's because God said that you were going to be my wife. And she looks at me and instead of being like, get out of here. I could say it in my New York accent, get the heck out of here. What are you talking about? except not so polite, right? And she looks at me and she goes, your middle name wouldn't happen to be Joseph by any chance, would it? And I was like, as a matter of fact, it is. why do you ask? And she said becausecause God told me I would always have a Joseph in my life and I knew that he was talking about my husband And so I said, My middle name is Joseph. And she goes, showhow me your license That's crazy. So I showed it to her because she doesn't just take anyone. I tell people she's from the south side of heaven. She's not above justes slipping a little knife in there which she actually threatened me in the car. So like right after that she's like, well, God told me, you know, And we're like, well, I guess that's that, you know, this is settled U that was scary. was those wasary. You guys both the new in that moment called you to be together. Yeah Yeah Oh it was crazy. She had actually God had told her that her husband was going to be a musician. I'm a musician. I can play pick up an instrument and play it. I can sing, but it's only because God gave me a gift. likeike I couldn't sing until I asked him No and it gave me a voice to be able to sing. But only if I'm like in in the spirit, like I can sing normal, right is fine. But when I'm in the spirit, I can sing sing And he gave her all this information beforehand. And so You know, we're on going on our first date. She wants to take me to a pizza place. and I was like, you made a mistake I'm from New York 't like anybody's pizza. but the restaurant that she wanted to go to was closed, but the bar was still open. so she wanted to see what kind of if I was a religious person, I'd be like, I'm not going in there or whatever. So we go in there I'm eating the pizza. it's disgusting. But I was like, it's okay, you know, it's not New York pizza. It's this tiny little thing with barbecue sauce on it. Oh And u somebody comes up and s something to her and I said, C I just tell you what God told me about you right now? This lady was drunk. We're at a bar There was someone that Brandy knew from high school And I said, I just want you to know that God sees the troubles that you're going through right now. He sees the pain, the heartache, the hurt, you're trying to do everything by yourself, raise your kids, trying to do all this by yourself. He sees you and he loves you and he has not given up on you. And she just starts crying And then Brandy goes, I was literally praying to God. How can I minister to her and not be disrespectful to you So our first date We know we're going to get married. We're ministering to people in a bar eating pizza, but That was pretty cool. She told thunderstorm to go that way and it went that way immediately when we were sitting in a park I was like, this is it.ike you can't find this. Thteen days later, we got married Thirteen what? thirteen days so later U we've been married for nine years, august eighteenth She hates when I tell people how fast we got married. She's like, because how do we tell people that that's not a good idea, that that's not smart? Listen, when God ordains it teen days Man, listen, if you're watching this, go ahead and let God is still in the business of revealing his plans. That is incredible Okay And now we have two sons Asher's going to be eight in August august twenty second, we wasted no time. Our birthday is august twenty fourth. A we two days before it. That's a great. And then Joseph was born september sixteenth a couple years later in twenty twenty one, three years later And then you know, we had that whole COVID story And We ended up moving to exposing, so Jesus came to me and was talking to me about But Somebody somebody's son at a church we werere going to, he said. They're being trafficked And I was like, what do you mean? traffic? like You know Hh. When I think of trafficking, I think of like Dult I just don't know how to say it without getting you banned or censored, but you know what I mean? talking about for fornicating, essentially, you know, And he goes, no, he's being trafficked as a slave And I was like, oh, I forgot that was a type of trafficking I forgot that. It's not just uh fornication slavery It's also that. And so I told them Your son Jesus Jesus came, which never comes off easy. Never comes off good. sounds like I'm just making this up because I want to sound. And I was like, Jes told me your son's being trafficked And We reported it to the local police in Oklahoma City Well Then there were people showing up at our house taking pictures of our house and our kids and stuff. So we called the FBI The FBI said don't report trafficking to the local police. They're almost always owned If it's happening in that town they're owned And they were we said, well, what do we do? And they said, Well, just layo maybe move, you know, if you can relocate to a safe area and just lay low for a while So we ended up moving. that traffic ring ended up getting busted like five years later I don't want to mention it by name because I don't want to be like They h' all exposed for that. but Yeah, that was something. And it was a cool, it was disguised as Christian And what's funny is they were teaching all new Apostolic Reformation stuff, which I'm not one hundred percent against You know, because Brandy comes from Glory of Zion with Chuck Pierce and stuff and U we have nothing against the new Apostolic Reformation, but it was disguised as that branch. They were only reading books from Bffled. This is called red flags in my opinion, and they were being forced to fast. they didn't have their license. I found all this out from the mom He didn't have his license. He didn't have any ID. He was not allowed phone calls. He could talk to his parents once a month for like five minutes. they couldn't meet in person. They could only talk on the phone Forced to fast. He was like six foot five or something and it was like ninety to one hundred pounds because they were starving him to death. And he was being forced to go out and Molons as u acts of service or whatever. they constituted it as And u And so that was something. And then they were also trafficking females as well through that through that cult And I had actually told a friend about it and he knew exactly what I was talking about because he had to rescue somebody from that. And he was like, it was so hard to get her. They She was so brainwashed that caused us to move to Alabama When we moved to Alabama, Brandady became a professional dog trainer I didn't want her to do that because that required us to have two dogs in an RV because that's what we had at the time And two more dogs on top of the flo that we had, which she can make room for dogs. She can make room for anything when she wants to make room for something, you know? And I said, abbssolutely not we're not going to do that. But the next day I was up and I was praying early in the morning because I'd get up super early in the morning and to pray because that's what it says Jesus did He got up before the sun was up and he prayed m supposed be living like him, so I do that. It's my personal conviction. notot everyone has to do that or can do that, whatever. Wow. And while I was praying, I forgot about that. I didn't know where it was supposed to be. And he said, I want you to let Brandy train those dogs. you're going to move to Knoxville And I was like Wonderful. So I and I told her in the morning when she woke up and she goes prayed and ask God to speak to you because I know that that's what I'm called to do So she got a hold of the person, went up there, became a professional dog trainer. and then she taught me how to be a professional dog trainer. So I add that to the list And we ended up moving up to Tennessee. She became the man like a like a manager over nine. of the companies that she was training for. And in a very short period of time And so that caused us to move to Tennessee and that's where I had an encounter with Jesus And I want to say early twenty twenty one, Okaykay And I had a dream in the dream There was Two angels, very, very tall taller than that chandelier And they were walking up with a boy, young boy, probably twelve, thirteen years old And I saw all these prophetic people in the background And there's these big windows behind me, which I know represents open vision because they were huge see through. Okay, so I do this as a vision And the angels walk up to me and They said This is Kim Comz son That was birthed shortly before he passed away God would like you to raise him up and teach him how to prophesy And I said No Not my monkey, not my circus. This is not what I'm gonna to do I'm not going to raise somebody else's son. I don't care. So I went and sat down. The angels were not happy But they didn't say it. They just looked at me like And so I sat and I watched and I watched all these famous prophetic people, some of them I remember, some of them I don't have any idea who they were now, but I knew them in the dream. They were walking up and they were trying to use the Clement name They were trying to use him and his prophecies and his son and his child benefit themselves to pad their pockets, to look prophetic and just manipulate things and use what Kim had birthed. Don't see that happening today, do we? U and I became indignant in the dream and I said, that's not right So I went up to him and I decided I'm going to raise this kid. I said, here's what's going to happen. I've decided that I'm going to raise you teach you how to prophesy and teach you everything you need to know about being a Christian and when you've reached maturity Then I'll let you go and do what you were born to do. and everything went black And it wasn't dark black, it was like space black. Yeah. Space is not dark, even though people think it is You don't need a flashbulb to take a picture in space. It's there. You can see, right So it's dark, but it's bright How do you explain that, right? H And Jesus just and shows up like he does, like you don't question it and he looks at me And he saidays, You have been called to raise up a prophetic generation that was birthed shortly before Kim Clementte passed away. and to teach the body of Christ how to hear God's voice through dream interpretation And I had rejected that before. That's why I rejected when they said God wants you to raise this this sun, this generation And I was like, I'm not going do that. I was so burned out from dream interpretation because I didn't have good boundaries. And so that That changed my walk That changed how I was going to Christian So I started the YouTube channel I started to try and learn and grow and figure this thing out and make mistakes and expect people to have grace for me. but When you're in the prophetic community They expect you to be infallible As soon as you make a mistake, they're like, stone him. Yeah. I was like, says the person who's getting stoneed Yeah while you're reviewing all that. like I love the people that hate me especially since Sing Hell, But but I really love them because they come to my YouTube channel and watch everything all the way through and it helps my stats go up. No But I do love them. But I've recognized, you know, there's grace for people who are learning how to pray for people to be healed. And if you pray someone doesn't get healed They don't reject you and say you're a false healer There's grace for people who are learning how to cast out devils. And when they come to you for deliverance and you can't do it, they don't get mad at you and say you're a false deliverance minister So like they just say, well, what's wrong and make up a new doctrine But anyway, u But when it comes to the prophetic You're expected to know everything, you're expected to have all the answers and you're always compared to Samuel and they say, Show me in the Bible where it says that a prophet ever got wrong. I can Uh, Nathan. I'll get there in a second. But that's the expectation of people in the prophetic is that you have to be infallible. And I was like, at what point do prophetic people put on the same level as God that we can't make mistakes that there's no grace But Nathan David said to Nathan, I want to build a house for God. And Nathan said, The Lord is with you, go do it And then immediately that night he came to Nathan and said, You're wrong David cannot build my house because he's a man of war and he has blood on his hands. His son is going to do it By today's standards, that's a false prorophetic word from a known profit because he said God God said do it. He's with you And God said, no, no, no. did not say that You know? That's like And they'll be like, well, he should have been stoned to death then. But God didn't say that or the man of God in the process. The man of God came, you know, he tore down the altar and everything. God told him, Don't go back that way. You know, Don't eat, don't drink, don't go back the way you came. Th then it says, a prophet came and lied to him and said, God told me that you can come eat with me He didn't say that the person was a false prophet He said he was a prophet. Well But he lied. and that's what character comes into play. Here we go That's where you hurt people. The devil's like, man he's got a weakness. He can't tell the truth all the time. Oh have mercy. And so they make stuff up to look prophetic, and look godly. and it hurts people in the long run. It can cause someone's spiritual or physical death So The same thing in the New Testament, Agabas and I want to say it's Acts twenty one. Agabas comes up. He ties up Paul's hands and he says the same way that I'm tying your hands with this belt The Romans, the Jews are going to tie you up and surrender you to the Romans That didn't happen Not like that That would be considered a false prophecy. on. What happened was Paul was getting stoned to death and beaten by a mob of Jews. And then the Romans came in and said, Ohh, there's about to be a riot arrest this man that's getting beaten to death. Clearly he's the one that's in the in in the fault. L like, where's your brain at? Like come on. Yeah the guy's getting beaten, he's wrong. let's not stop the aggressors, you know. And so they arrest him. The Jews didn't arrest him and hand him over They wanted to kill him the whole time They were going to try and ambush the Roman guards and kill him. And it didn't happen. Praise God because he got to testify, but that would be considered a false prophecy Is that crazy My goodness So when did it happen when you had the encounter where you saw what happened in hell This was later on. Yeah, it was actually In twenty twenty two, I was taken up to heaven. And then in twenty twenty five I was taken to hell. in heaven Uh I was called up. I went up in this fire tornado. I look down, I see my body on my bed and I thought, I'm still there. Brandy's not going to freak out. She wakes up and I'm not there, you know? Like that's where my brain was at. I'm in the throne room. I'm on the ground. There's this white beautiful white cloud around me. I'm seeing something the floor is like red where I'm at Jesus is pacing in this like maroonish purple red robe with gold sash on and he's got his crown on and his eyes are like fire straight up like fire. Usually they're like a green, bluish color. they change they don't really change colors, but light reflects it And he was pacing back and forth and he said They think that they're in charge and Holy Spirit speaking. and he said the government thinks that they are in charge and that they decide what happens But they are not I am in charge and I decide what happens And I will show them and Holy Spirit said, in Trump's second term when he's in office. Jesus is going to expose the corruption deal with that during Trump's second term And then he says, and my church thinks I am responsible for all of this and he was talking about what happened in twenty twenty what happened with not just u, you know, the selections, but with the virus and everything And he said, but they are the ones that allowed this and they keep blaming me But I will show them that I'm in charge And he said Go and tell the church I am coming back soon My sword is coming down And he said that three times and third time I was shot into my body And he said, My sword is coming down. My sword is coming down And the third time I heard it and it was like when I hit my body, they got distorted like my sword is because my body was like processing it. Well, four years later, here we are and this stuff is starting to take place Now twenty twenty five This is when I had my first vision of hell. Now this is where things get difficult The first Vision was not bad as everything was still terrifying And it was still pretty bad. I was in this cave There was this pressure. It felt like everything was pressing down on me. It was so heavy, it felt like I was being shoved inside of a shoebox. There's this red clay, like mud muck like rotten flesh or something, but it's clay. It's a mucky mire like it's described in psalms. It's this ancient cave There's a stone table in front of me And I see this person that I know he just got to hell I know that he just got there And he's butt naked. Everyone's butt naked down there. Even the demons are butt naked. And there's three women who are demons that are standing around him. I see them as the women that he sees And that's what he would have considered beautiful. in life And they're dressed up like dominatrixes, you know They're there to torture him But he thinks becausecause that was his number one sin in life. That was the thing that he did the most that he was into, that he hurt people over, that he would he would pay people to do the stuff to him and stuff. whatever it was. That was his main sin. everything you have information to all of their sins, what their main sin was, why they're there, when they died, how old they were And he's crawling on his hands and knees In my minds I can perceive that demons behind him And I don't know how I couldn't see them with my eye, but in my head I could see it at the same time They were like mantis looking people. Weird face, like an insect, kind of like an ant, but like a mantis, red eyes Like a human type of torso, but it looked like an insect Weird curved hands like a mantis, but they were deformed long fingers. And like wards legs And they don't all look the same. There's a lot of demons that look very similar There's like groups or species of demons that looks similar So they're not always going to be exactly the way. that somebody else might have seen it and they describe it like the extraterrestrials look like mantis people. or whatever And they're putting chains around his neck. Old thick rusty chains, but I don't know how to explain it other than they are sufficient for what they're supposed to do I mean, it would look like they should have broken, but somehow they still hold and they're nasty and they're tightening them around them real tight And they're leading him over to this table which Um I've learned to call them deffile tables because people are defiled on it in the worst way that you can ever even imagine and' leading them over to this table I hear the thoughts of the demons and they're only thinking about how they're going to torture him, what they're going to do next. what's going to be the worst thing that they can do to get a reaction out of him pulling his arms apart like this, stretching him out while he's crawling over to the table And they're going to rip him to pieces And this one deon go are you ready to be are you ready to be tortured I was like, what in the heck is going on here The feeling of how It's like I said, it's like this very heavy pressure But it's also like the worst panic attack, anxiety attack, confusion, rejection, depression, hopelessness Every, all of your senses are flooded and overwhelmed It's completely overwhelming person shuts down from an anxiety attack and can't fun the answer think can't functioning. Right, but overwhelmed. But there. On top of that. Everybody's on fire. There's maggots that come up and just consume a person I remember watching people's flesh burning and dripping off, but it was burning like I can still hear how It would crackle and how it will be like, boiling hot and rapid boiling. like and hearing people's teeth grind And while they're screaming, the screams that if you heard it in this life, It would Blow your erums out. It's so loud because their whole body is screaming, even though they can't breathe They're about to pull this guy apart, rip him to pieces. This one demon rips him in the throat, rips from the top of his throat. and this thing's like fifteen feet tall, sticks his arm down his throat reaches all the way down to his rear pulls out his intestines from there up through his mouth as they're ripping his arms apart and as they start to defile him and, uh a non consensual manner And when I say Pile on to people like an ant swarming something or like a zombie movie where they just swarm and there's zombies everywhere. and At that point I started to freak out I was like, this is not right. Something is very wrong here. Jesus, help me Jesus, Jesus And I just said that and then I snapped in my room. I was laying on the floor because my son wanted to sleep on the floor in his room and he wanted me to lay with him because he was scared undernderstand the There was I woke up I was sweating. I could not to sleep for that that whole week was hard. And then exactly a week later. I remember I was drinking coffee like a madman. I was sleeping like forty five minutes at a time, maybe an hour and a half at times and trying to catch a nap here and there when I could because as soon as I closed my eyes, all I could see was that Then I was freaking out and I was crying and I was like This is I don't know what to do. I don't know how to deal with this. I called my friend Dominic, Dominiic Marrow and he's like, suck it up. He's like welcome to the club M, you know because he had a similar encounter he was shot in Chicago and he went to hell and He came backctober, I called my friend Brian. U Brian Melvin And He was he was like for what, you know, if it helps He goes, I believe that you had a vision of how And if you need to talk about it, I'm here but also welcome to the club You know Like and then he explains you're going to start, you know, seeing things and understanding things and weird things are going to happen around you U So a week goes by. And this was where the worst vision was at. I ended up having three visions of hell and then one where Jesus healed me This is the one that bothers me the most I went to sleep, I was there again And I see Rows and rows and rows of pits, like maybe six foot long, three feet deep or something Even though you can tell they're only a certain amount deep, they still look bottomless There's people in them They're on fire, they're burning, they're screaming they're being eaten by maguses. There's nothing good about it at all Its It's terrible This lady comes croling up out of a pit. Now for the people to be in the pits There's demons all around the pits. Right? There's like, you know, pit guards, pit bosses, something like that. I don't know. There was this one That was so tall. He must have been like thirty or forty feet tall, but it was mostly because his neck was long like a giraffe But he had a weird tumors on him like He was like a yellowish color with like brown spots And he had his head was deformed kind of like a horse mixed with like some kind of like anaconda kind of looking thing. mixed with a giraffe somehow I don't know how to explain it, but he was standing there. There was also ogres there There was these things they look like Ogres a lot like Shrek. There was giants. The giants would be They're all weirdly deformed and misshapen. They all have like head here, a head on top of the head, a head here, a head here. One little T rex arm and a normal big jacked buff arm, but big long claws and weird skinny legs with a very buff torso or head backwards and legs backwards. or head forward, legs backward so that it looked like they were moon walking when they walked A lot of those deams they danced like what the dances that we see here today. you see on TikTok, you see Michael Jackson doing all this stuff. I know Michael Jackson didn't invent the Moonwalk, but somebody somewhere, I think it was Cab Callaway had to have been inspired by a demon to dance like that because They move like that And the music down there, they sing these songs mocking people They have music Yeah, it sounds like, well, hell has this like, It's like this resonant noise in the background that sounds like this eerie creepy music from a horror movie, like background horror movie music Um It's it's awful And but they're also singing like twisted Christmas carols or songs that people liked in life, like their favorite song they were singing like jingle bells. They'll be singing songs like that, tortureuring people and the way they talk is like rhymes somehow, they rhyme all of their words and It's almost like they sing their words. And it feels like they're all around you. like when they're talking overwhelms your senses And they'll be singing things that that you know, it's like they're rapping, but they're not rapping. But they sound like some of these street rappers like the ones that say they blacked out and then they started saying things they're super demonic and they don't remember what they said or whatever But They they sound like that what I can describe it like is like There's there's a song by the Bloodhound gang from back in the nineties or whatever. and They talk vulgar And they're disgusting course fulgar. They cost more than a person from New York and that's saying a lot Uh No offense see people from New York but I'm from New York and I get it I've never met anyone that classses more than a New Yorker until I was in hell And it'll be like They'll be talking. their voices echoing kind of like when you find a ray gun in whatever that game is and it makes this sound. My friend Levi told me about this showed me it recently and I was like, that's it That's very similar. It's not exact, but it's very similar And they'll be like sweat, baby, sweat, baby sexes, Texas track me. And it's you do the kind of things that only prince would sing about. So put your hands down my pants and I bet you feel nuts stuff like that. or if I capsize in the price high tie, give me five you sunk my battles shhip, please turn me on and mrter Coffee with the automatic drip. They say wororse, more vule worth, things like that made me feel disgusting to say that hadad to come from a demon and That's how they talk though. and they'll use songs like that torment people. So when people say, oh, I heard, you know, such and such music going on down there It' because that person liked that music and they're using it torture them and torment them with it And they say everybody reaps what they sewed down here. Everybody reaps what they sewed down here. They'll say fulgre things like you'reine now I own you. You're my B word and then continue today unconsensually violate people this lady comes through the pits are like a grace however weird and twisted that is. And I see this lady come crawling up out of a pit and I don't know how because nobody can like move. I remember watching somebody fall down They came from hell. they came down almost like a lightning bolt. They hit the ground and it thundered so hard. It was like Boom and reverberated and they were just laying there And I could hear what he was thinking. He was saying, Where am I Where am I? And he was trying to breathe and he's going ' You can't you can't get air. You're like gasping There's no way to breathe. It's like having the worst asthma attack. you can't breathe and all of his bones were shattered. and him is awful This lady comes out of this pit and I don't know how she had the strength to come out of the pit I don't know what happens. The demon expected it. I think that they control the torture that happens down there She comes out of this pit and she's on fire. Her skin is dripping off driripping off like and just she will turn into bone and she ages from from like a teenager too the age she was when she died, which was in her sixties and then back and regenerates And she comes out of this pit and she looks up And the darkness down there is like this thick black Curtain It's so dark and heavy and it feels like it's trying to consume you and crush you and eat you and talk crap to you and everything else. That's what I've heard is it's like the darkness is alive. Yeah, it is And it's so thick like a curtain. like I remember watching this demon weave in and out of it while it was coming to like they couldn't get to me And he was coming in and out and he moved kind of like those nurses from that silent hill movie where he was like, But he didn't have an eye here. It was covered with skin. He had one eye here that was yellow with like a snake slit in it and these weird teeth that were like pointed in like this and came out And it was just weird with like translucent skin, but kind of looked like a whitish gray This lady comes up out of that pit and then there's this ogre looking demon. kindind of looks like like Shrek, but like worse. likeike Shrek mixed with an orc mixed with something from like some weird creature from the Lord of the Rings is just nasty and huge tall just his head was like into he didn't have a neck. his head was like built into his chest somehow, but it wasn't like it was right here. It was like head, no neck attached. Yeah And she comes up out of this pit and she to gossip. She liked adultery. She enjoyed causing men to commit adultery so that she could break up their marriages. prove that she could do it. and she thought she was hot stuff She comes up out of this pit. And she sees this thing and she starts to scream The only way that I can describe it as like a helpless little child. It breaks my heart becausecause I couldn't imagine my kids screaming and sheer fear and terror like she did. she looks up and she sees this thing and he's like because They laugh. they have these heinous laughs They sound like Psychotic. tormenting laugh. like then they get pleasure not from violating people but from the acts that they do, the fear, the pain, the torment. They get pleasure from that. It's not even from the release of what they're doing. from that. she looks up and she screams at the top of her lungs and just she looks up and she goes, No, please, please, No She was like a kid, man. she was like It reminded me of a kid That's like about to get beaten by the parent or someone like savagely beaten for you know what I mean And he laughed at her and he got mad because she was screaming. it irritated him because she was terrified. You know, he's like, they get off on that stuff and then he's irritated because she's screaming. So he stomped her with his foot. That was like this it was as long as her head was to her body and he stopped her and her intestines came out of her. almost anti climactically, like they just went and she was flat That was horrible, but that's not where it ended. She regenerated and she was still on fire and he grabbs her by the hair and he's dragging her off like this and he's laughing and she's screaming and her hair is coming out of her head s like he's scalping her and it just keeps coming back and coming back and she's on fire And he takes her over this table and he gets this big hammer like a mallet. So a huge mallet. And he's looking at her and he grabs these big long nowail s she was a gossier. So he Benz are over the table pulls out her tongue and pulls it out something like cartoonish long. like like this and then goes to hammer the nail But he's not trying to hit the nail Hease smashed. H me pieces and laughed about it and was getting off on it. He started calling his buddies over And they started high five and then they all started to Kyle on top of her ose are smaller demons So disgusting. They would actually cut holes into her crawl inside of her and start doing stuff inside of her, ripping her apart, cussing on her, calling her names and stuff while they're violating her inside of her. The other deemas will come and it was Everywhere that could be filled was filled. and then if it couldn't be filled, they would cut a hole while knife was still there insert themselves and continue to do that And when they were down they would be like other demons standing around pleasuring themselves watching it. High fing each other calling their friends over and they're piled on on and they're all weird, deformed twisted things. It's like the most disgusting thing you could ever imagine And she's just screaming and she can't stop screaming, but her teeth are shattering and breaking. and all this stuff is going on. I could feel what she was feeling. I could smell what she was smelling. And I don't know why the Lord didid that it was was horrible putrid smells like Death, garbage, dead fish, dead animal all of the work like Dead flowers weed Butted out cigarettes the things that I find the most disgusting and they hit you wave after wave after wave of this smell that makes you want to die just from the smell. And the demons they have these like heat waves. I remember one of them was standing there And it looked like demon from that Spider Man movie. Venom But not the venoms, like the older venoms that look similar in the face, but the newer one where would like come off of them Yeah, yeah, yeah, ye And It was massive. It was probably about ten or fifteen feet high They had a snake body that was And huge probablyro five feet around, at least it was like a tree trunk of. It was bigger than that. It was huge and extremely long And he had a human body And he had these nasty claws and his face looked like venom But he had yellow eyes that came like this, nasty yellow teeth. And when he opened his mouth, it was like heat waves came out of his mouth from the stink And he said, I eat souls And I looked and he opened his mouth like And I looked inside of him and there were humans in him, souls that were on fire inside of him And then other demons would come along and they would say Give him back. It's our turn. it's our turn. give him back and he would be them out like humuman manure basically. And they would take and drag them off and do that And they were doing that to this lady That was the worst That was the wor I've Then I woke up. I remember feeling what she could feel It was so intense. I sael dirty I felt disgusted, I felt like it was happening to me and I could feel it every fiber of my being and I could see the sentence that she was going through replaying in her head And she was living that out. And I remember hearing this a lot She was saying, I wish I listened Give me another chance. let me make it up to them. I'm so sorry. And then the next person you would say, I hate you, God. And she would curse him out and she would curse out the demons. I hate you And she would start cussing and they get worse and worse and worse and worse And I was like, Jesus, get me out of here right now, Jesus, get me out of this And I dealt with that for a week couldn't sleep That was worst It's been almost a year and a half and it still, when I think about it, I still get like this was so bad and it wasn't even me going through it I couldn't close my eyes. I was freaking out I got about three hours of sleep. as I think I sent Vlad a screenshot of my watch keeps track of my Um my sleeping patterns that I was sleeping like three hours was the most sleep that I got for that whole week. There were days where I didn't sleep two days where I go without sleep and then I get three hours and I wake up And I was telling my wife, I'm struggling so hard I'm like, I don't want to talk about it becausecause I don't want you to freak I don want you to panic. I don't want you to have to visualize this in your head and see this And she was like, well, just tell me So that way you can heal from it And she's really good at counseling. So I told her, I told her everything. And then later literally a week later I was in hell again. And this time I was standing outside of what I can only describe as a cube It's like a fourteen foot wide by fourteen foot long cube that It was it was kind of like it was embedded almost like in a wall or something But I could see through it. it was like it was a holographic baseball card looking kind of thing, but you could see through it Saddam Hussein was in there And he was he was going through he was on fire. He was not actually going through this he thought he was But he was running from these people that were chasing him. and I saw them chasing him. they started to shoot at him And then I saw him being a woman And she was running with a baby And she was running like this and she crying she was trying to protect her baby and he was having to experience that through his eyes, which he hated. He said, it's your fault. You should have never been there. You shouldn't have been there in the first place. Why were you even born And he's in hell being tormented for this did this woman and child? what did you get? Who were they? I don't I don't know who they were, but they were running from something that he had done and it was his fault that they died. And I saw her fall down on the ground die holding the baby and that immense sorrow And he was so mad and then the demon started laughing and they started pouring I'm just going to say this and I'll leave that a little piece out. They start pouring acid onto his body, but their acid I think that it was their emissions politely but they were pouring acid all over him And that was part of his torture, which I found out for the acid bats. I didn't understand because he was having acid poured on people I found that out afterwards. I didn't know anything about him. He died when I was in high school. I didn't care about Saddam Hussein. And then Later, mayaybe a week or so later. I saw that exact lady. they made a monument to her in Germany or something like that. She was a Kurdish lady that died Holding her baby, she was gessed to death when he gessed the Kurds in the nineteen eighties. And that same lady, they took a picture of her And they made a monument and they made it like this memorial in Iraq for her and that was the lady that I saw and the baby that she was holding in the same position, everything. I told my wife about it beforehand. and then we found that. And I was like, you're not going believe this And she goes, That's exactly what you described After that I was messed up couldouldn't sleep. I was freaking out I called my friend Brian ' I know he had PTSD from CN Hell. And I was like, man, I'm freaking out. I can't sleep canan't I don't want to eat I'm not depressed, but'm I'm like I'm panicking. I can't close my eyes without seeing this And I said, I just need I just need a hug from God I just need a hug from God And he said, okay. give it to him, God, and that was his whole prayer That night I went to sleep and it was actually the day before I did the interview with Vlad. And then I had a dream and he comes to me And He shows up as my dad in dreams and that represents God, the Father I't have a good relationship with my dad and we still don't have a great relationship. And he comes up to me and I'm thinking I'm in trouble because I did something wrong and he's going to attack me, yell at me or something And I go leave now. I go into defense mode And I'm getting ready to hit him and I punched him right in the face and he didn't flinch and he looked at me And he just grabbed me in a giant bear hug and put put buried his head into my shoulder and started crying on me with these beautiful crystal tears. And he said, I am so sorry that I scared you He didn't have to apologize for that. And I said, That's all I needed. I said that to him in the dream. I said, that's all I needed was the love of my father And I got healed right there And even though I break down and I cry when I talk about this stuff That hug chang it to where I don't really have flashbacks anymore. I don't break down all the time. I'm not thinking about it all the time. you know When I have to talk about it, I get really nervous and anxious But he gave me that hug and a dream. and even though it was him showing up as my earthly dad and it was symbolic, it healed my heart. Wow, so I could talk about it Oh Why do you think guys asking you commommissioning you or compelling you to even share somethingomething like this because you saw it for a reason Why do you think You have to share this There's a lot of fake NDEs out there There's a lot of stuff out there That's leading people. Astray And I feel like Christians a lot of the times they don't get his graphic with what's going on. And I feel like to some extent It's needed. You have to understand it's not that they're The demons are partying down there They're not. They're not falling angels as demons. They're weird you know this when you're down there They are the creatures that were alive at the time of the flood They were before the flood. They weird nasty messed up stuff and that's why there's no human footprints with dinosaurs or whatever, because there were no humans left except for those eight. They were all freaks like that People need to hear this. They need to know the truth And I don't think there was no real Christians in hell. There was no people who are Christian and are trying and mess up There's no Christians down there that I saw that we're struggling with addiction But they loved God and it was They just couldn't get free, but every day they would pray, God, help me deliver me from this It was the fake ones peopleople need to hear it because they need to be safved. they need to know the truth There's not just the heaven where it's paradise. There is an eternal consequence someone All the time I get accused having People like you share things like this in a good amount at a time People say, And I don't see it in the Bible where demons have the authority to do all these things. What is your response when someone says That's fake.' his imagination. He's lying. I mean, even Christians Oh, I could I could point Lamentations three. First of all, the demons aren't down there being tormented yet They said that in Matthew, when they came to Jesus when he went to the Gerines and the man was there With the Legion of demons, they said, haveave you come torment us before the time? That word for torment means to be buffeted in wave after wave of torment like a lake likeike in a rolling lake Well, where are they going The Lag of fire. H Lamentations three there's several scriptures that talk about how people are being tormented down there Limitations three This was written by I believe Jeremiah I am a man who has seen affliction by the rod of the Lord's wrath He has driven away and made me walk in darkness rather than light There was no light down there Indeed, he has turned his hand against me again and again all day long. He has made my skin and my flesh grow old and my bone and has broken my bones He has besieged me and surrounded me with bitterness and hardship. That's all that's down there He has made me dwell in darkness like those long dead He has wailed he has walled me in so that I can't escape and there's cells down there He has weighed me down with chains I saw that, people in chains Even when I call out or cry for help, which everyone is doing, he shuts out my prayer. He has barred my way with blocks of stone. I saw people being into boxes like stones and they were being built into walls into buildings down there because they were sacrificing children in their life And they would put the babies in the wall And so their punishment, one of their punishments was they would be squished down into these little boxes alive and then built into walls like fake churches or temples. Aztec pyramids was the one that I saw. And then I come to find out that like the walls of Jericho and the walls that the people who worship Baal and all these other false gods, they would actually sacrifice the babies and build their bodies into the wall for protection So seeing that, that was terrible Even when I call out cry for help, he shuts up my pare let's see Like a bear lying in wait, like a lion in hiding, he dragged me from the path and mangled me and left me without help constantly happening happening down there He drew his bow and made me a target for his arrows. They have technology down there beyond anything we can comprehend. They have bows and arrows. they have weapons. It says in Ezekiel thirty two that the LA Gibor Rim which we know the Giboreim comes from Genesis six. Th are the demons. They're called the Giboreim gods And it says that they went to hell with their weapons of war. It's the things that were prepared for them down there. They have weapons of war down there They have guns that they use, they have arrows and stuff says He pierced my heart with arrows from his quiver. I became a laughing stock of all my people. They mock me in song all day Didn't I just say that they were doing that down there He has filled me with bitter herbs and given me gall to drink ve broken my teeth with gravel. their teeth are shattered down there He has trampled me in the dust and that I just say I watch a woman get stomped. into that Mucky Mer I have been deprived of peace. You don't have peace. I have forgotten what prosperity is. So I say, My splendor is gone and all that I had hoped from the Lord. I remember my affliction and my wandering, the bitterness and the gall I remember I remember them and my soul is downcast within me And then it says, yet I call to mind therefore I have hope. and it will go on from there but you don't think that's metaphorical or figurative. You think he may have had an experience similar to yours hm. And At the very least he saw it And it same thing with Job or Job with Jonah Yes. The Jonah died and went to hell It says it write in Jonah two in Hebrew It says that he was in Sheel for three days and three nights. That's what Jesus is talking about when he says, the sign of Jonah, I'll give you He willll be in hell for three days and three nights And Jonah specifically says that when you read it, that he was at the bottom of the mountains. in a cage being tormented It actually says he was thrown overboard. he was wrapped up in seaweed and drowned to death and then found himself in hell And he said that somehow and I don't know how he had any hope because you don't have any attributes from God in hell You don't have love, joy, peace, creativity. You don't have strength. you don't have breath. every attribute that he gives you, you don't have it. And I don't know how he said I had hope that if you ever got me out of here because I know Eeternity, when you know like these people down there They didn't have any hope because they knew this is my life forever and the demons were reminded of that all the time This is your life forever now Hope is gone. There's no chance I don't know how held on to hope Face and mercy, God for his particular circumstance I've heard a few people say traumatizing it is and you just reconfirm that like what you described I think there's a reason why as much as It is traumatizing for you person that you are, it was necessary for you be willing to share what you share. There are many people that have had experiences, but they want to muffle some of those things and they don't want to share certain things and they question even some of the things that they've seen. trauma. I will say was worth it in that Someone is gonna to watch this someomeone is going to be shaken back to reality Man because it's not there's nothing not there is no pleasure. is no There is no experience That is worth that type of separation, but beyond that about the goodness of God in your experiences Encntering Jesus, encountering the Father and experiencing those things, it's almost like, why would you want to rob yourself? of a God and a presence that loves you that much And to hear that you get the antithesis of that No life, no joy, no peace, no streth, no beauty. It's not worth it It's truly not worth it And so for people that are still watching and and they're trying to juggle between opinions and saying,a not today, not today. The law is very clear to you and he says comoming soon with a sword And that sword He's given mercy enough when the sword comes down The stord comes down and Right now we have grace, rightight now we have mercy. because if you're hearing this message, if you're hearing my brother, you came all the way down here and this is a mercy of God. I know some of you are hearing it and it sounds hard, it sounds it sounds overwhelming, but let me tell you more than anything This is the mercy of God I would have never known this man. Apart from the Lord making it happen for you to sit down in this seat And it's just really the Lord. I just feel the presence of God. The Lord loves someone that much that he'll pull you from where you were. We weren't even scheduled. This week wasn't even scheduled. God made a away. The Lord loves His people so much that he will allow you to have multiple experiences so that it will shake someone back to reality to remind them of his love, to remind them of an opportunity that he's given them I know you probably have more experiences and more, but if there was anything that you would want thoseose people to know that are watching that are just like, well, what do I do with this? What would you say to those people It's not too late until you're in the grave. He has not given up on you. He loves you The way he looks at you every single time is you are the one that he died for. I remember the scripture that says You're the hope. that was set before him that made it so that he could endure the cross. when I saw the crucifixion I saw through his eyes. And he saw w wait, we didn't talk about the crucifixion. Let's talk about that before we yeah yeah. I should have left it Well, I saw a little bit of the crucifixion that was That was through visions. U One of the things that he let me see was what was going on inside of his head. He let me see through his eyes. I saw there were demons around the cross that were mocking him and laughing like we got him We got him now Uh this is like the bowls of Bashan and stuff like that. That's not just talking about his enemies. It's talking about demons also I saw that dogs would come up around. I saw that the centurions would urinate on the crosses and on the people and stuff. There was no shame. there was no decency, no dignity h his nose was smashed in He was his skin was so ripped to pieces that it was like dangling off like a like a piece of meat dangling off, like a piece of cloth that was torn that was dangling Yeah And he did it all for us. hisis eyes were swollen, his lip was swollen You know, a mom will always be able to recognize their son, but he was beaten so bad that it was hard to recognize him. It was beaten beyond recognition And when I saw through his eyes, I saw all that stuff, but the thing that really stood out to me the most was seeing each person coming and stand before him on the cross And I remember that scripture that said, we were the joy set before him And I see that in I realized recently When you go to heaven, you see this stuff. You go through like there's this my friend was telling me he went through this like tunnel And you could see the life of Jesus And you can see Jesus on the cross and I realize, He was so connected with eternity that he could see each one of us coming to heaven while he was on the cross And he looks at us and he thought, I died for you. I died for you. I died for you and that was the joy that gave him hope. So he has not given up on you. He's not looking at you like you're a scumbag, like you're rejected. Rejection, abandonment, hopelessness, that comes from the pit of hell, not from him. So if you're feeling that, you're feeling like he can't love you because you had an abortion or you can't be forgiven because you did this or this or whatever it is Rrong He paid for every single sin. trust me And he will never reject you. And all you have to do is try You just have to try. That's all he expects. You have to try It's like being a parent. You don't expect your kids to be perfect all the time If you do, you're doing it wrong. Come on They make mistakes and he has not given up on you He's not thinking, o man, this one caught me off guard. I totally forgot to pay for that sin. only way you can get to heaven, whether you want to hear it or not is through him and what he did. Gave your life to him There is no other way. trust me, there is no other way you don't want the alternative One of the things he showed me was a life review, but it wasn't my life review from God. It was a life review from a demon And what he showed me was This demon was trying to get a reaction out of me And he pulled up it's like this screen appeared in front of him somehow And he was going through every single thing that ever happened. I my dad beating me dogs getting hurt, having to get rid of them, house catching on fire, getting sick, sexual addiction, being abused, whatever it was All the hurt, the pain, the anguish All of the bad things that ever happened in my life evenven if I thought it was natural was caused by a demon He looked at me and he said, I showed you this so that you would know that none of the bad things that happened to you were' from me ever And they did that so that They could control me He showed me that they did it so that they could control me so that they could condition me to react the way they wanted me to react So they created rejection, abandonment. lessness, worthlessness, etceter in me so that they could control me and twist that into sexual desire into drugs, into alcohol, etcetera all came from them and it was all conditioning from when I was born, they started and they still try to do it now, which is why it's so important to take control of your thoughts and really be responsible with your actions What tryrying to get a reactent M I reject that. What And you said something so powerful, you said, turn those negative emotions in that void into ungodly desires That's what caused me to be into the sexual addiction that I was into and into the witchcraft and stuff because I felt rejected and worthless So the stuff that I was in was validating that rejection and worthlessness and it was corrupted because I didn't feel I didn't feel loveved You know, my dad. Um He doesn he doesn't really particularly love when I say this, but it's it's part of my testimony and it's true he was verbally abusive more than anything and uh There was some physical abuse there. I remember one time when I was beaten I don't know what I did. Maybe I cussed or I said something sassy back to him or something And u I just I remember the beating I remember things were going dark. I started seeing colors and stuff and Uh, I just faded out. I was Nose was bleeding punched out a tooth, Thankfully it was a baby tooth and my mom came in and she was like, Stop it, you're going to kill him, you're going to kill him And then that turned into feeling rejected and abandoned in the devil was in my dead. I saw him in my dead that caused that wasn't my dad I forgive him. You know, I learned that in hell, I have compassion for people because people don't know what they're doing. And we try to validate as parents and say You have it better than I did when I was a kid. My parents would have done this He would say that to me and be like, be thankful I didn't beat you as bad as they got beat. I didn't whip you with a belt as bad as I got whipped with a belt It was all demons. It's not them You can't hold it against people They don't know That was the biggest thing I took away. I was given so much compassion from that experience because I understood, they didn't have any idea what they were doing People yell at their kids, beat their kids say mean things to them that made them feel worthless or hurt And then they had to relive that from the kids' perspective I could think How many times have I done this to my kids They didn't know Just because you don't know that the speed limit is sixty five and you get pulled over going ninety doesnn't mean you're not going to get a ticket. There's a consequence. It doesn't go away just because I didn't know the cop doesn't accept that as an answer He might show some mercy and say, well'll slow down and you get a warning, but there's an eternal consequence Man We got to get back to the heart of the Father otherwise were're Bterness will always have a place in our lives. Unforiveness will have a place in our lives Judging harshly we have a place in our lives If we have this mindset, it'll cause us to Look at others with eyes of compassion. M it's so powerful Thank you for the hope and that message. before we pray, I want if you were impacted in any way however you are impacted. If you could reach out to us, we have an email that we're putting down here could reach out to us and send it to us and we could forward it to my brother here or we're going to put his contact information there so you could reach out and let him know, just testify. Oh God did. someome people, I'm sure probably than to be interested in the dreams and interpretations and things of that sort But we're going to put the information in the description Just on you to know, man, like if nobody appreciates what you came to do here I do. As much as it was for everyone else. it was also a reminder for me And if you could, And just if you've ever ever forgotten It was all worth it So, so worth it, man, so worth it. You were chosen for this time God is so selective with the voices that he elevates on his platform And when I see those individuals that he choose to elevate, I'm just like, man, just reminds me that man This is the Lord's will and He chooses the voices that He wants to raise up. And this is an example of that. So if you could have pray for some Some of those that are watching that are still in the mid they're being tormented in their own ways, they're addicted, they're bound, they're in doubt They're losing hope, they want to give up Some of the stuff you share. As much as the traumatize you, I'm sure it's going to be stuck in some of our memories too. We're not gonna to be able to let this go and that is a blessing At the end of the day, we want to know Christ and we want to build a relationship with Him The difference is with your experience and someone telling you, give your life to Christ and you had the experience. what we want to offer you is yes, get to know Jesus Christ, but we also have resources where you could find local bodies, find communities that can help you build you up that can intercede for you. And so that is all in the description as well in the freedom guide. So you guys will be able to access that as well. If you could pray for those who are listening, man, I just It's a The burden is on me because I'm just like I don't want nobody. I don't want nobody to experience that. just like the Lord doesn't either. And so some people they pray Lord, take us out of here. and I don't pray that prayer just because It scares me. It scares me that There are people that just don't know that just don't get it. They're still playing with God. so If me being here can Point someone to the cross, point someone to Jesus. I'm like, Lord, keep me here as long ' I can be that would help someone else see you That's all, that's all I want. if my presence here, if these episodes, if a conversation, if a message can get to someone And they you hope in Christ, man is so worth it man. So if you could pray for those that are. Lord. Thank you for this opportunity to be here to share this message and to share the gospel, the good news and give people that they don't have to go through that torment forever in hell Father I ask that you heal the heart of each person here right now. just speak to them and let them know You are forgiven You are not a drunk. You are not a murderer You are not abandoned, you are not a reject. You are not hopeless. The words that were spoken over you, I break them all right now in Jesus name The curses that have been spoken over you, all of the attacks of the enemy on you and your finances, all of it has to come to an end now in the name of Jesus Christ And if you're wanting to give your life to Jesus and you don't know how All you have to do is say, Jesus, I want you You could say Jesus help or you can say Jesus I am so sorry for what I've done. I know that I have sinned Please forgive me, I accept what you've done for me. And I make you Lord of my life and I will profess with my mouth that you are my Lord and I will profess with my actions. that you are my God And welcome to the family. It ain't going to be easy. And it is way easier to die for Jesus than it is to live for him. Don't let anyone tell you that it's going to be easy. If they do it's a lie. It will be warfare, but trust me It's worth it You are loved Amen And the Lord reveals Himself to me. This is not a podcast. This is a deliverance ministry. God is going deliver just as many, if not more here than he does inside of church buildings., you gott to keep giving yourself over to it. It's proving it to you over and over. And the witiness of your anointing, the Lord says thousands will be delivered. W you keep watching Hick the subscribe button I'll wait A, seriously, subscribe right now. Also like and share this video. The more you like, share, comment and engage with this video, the more we're able to produce content just like this. And also we got this merch, got this merch. The link is in description. If you want to support the channel, you can also donate That's also in the description. The more you guys support, the more we're able to produce content just like this. Thank you again. peace And you might be asking what is the gospel? The gospel is very simple that you are a sinner and that you are on your way to hell. Without a shadow of a doubt, you were born in sin and the wrath of God bides on you and you do not deserve. go there By way of your sin Wh you was still A sinner God sent his son Jesus loved you died for you as your substitutionary sacrifice, which means he died in your place so that you can live his life which means he died for your sins. He was buried Three days later he resurrected from the dead. and if you would confess with your mouth, the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead You shall be saved. That's out here. No no, I'm talking about the real Jesus of the Bible, the eternal Son of God that became a man. God manifested in the flesh that became a man And in thirty three years, he died on the cross provroiding redemption, buying us back translating us out of the kingdom of darkness into the kingdom of His dear son, which means he redeemed us back to God. He reconciled you back to God by way of his death on the cross. And so you're probably saying, how can I Be saved, Pay simple All you have to do is repent of your sin. I'm not talking about three hundred sixty.'m talking about one hundred eighty. You turn Turn from your sin. you believe in the gospel Exclusively just Jesus I'm not talking about Jesus and Mary I'm not talking about Jesus in Buddah I'm not talking about Jesus and some other centralized figure and I'm not even talking about Jesus and your spiritual father and destiny and all of that st No, no, no There's only one way to heaven. Jesus said, I am the way, I am the truth, I am the life, and nobody comes out to the Father except through me. Jesus is exclusively the only way. You want to know why he's the only way? Because he's not only the only way, He is the door to enter in. And the only way You could get in is by way of repentance. You must repent and become Pon again. Why? because only sons and daughters can become citizens in the kingdom Outsiders can't come in. Jesus died on that cross And he made the way open for you. And if you confess with your mouth, the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you shall be saved I'm not talking about all this other stuff to get saved. No, no, no, just believe. Believe In him, the efficacy of Christ's work on the cross as the substitutionary sacrifice in exchange for your sin. which means you give up your sin You give it to him He exchanges it and takes on your sin, but he gives you his righteousness And then you are righteous and justified by faith. in Jesus and when you have justification because of Jesus Now you have peace with God. peace with God and watch this. And now He will no longer be just your God He is now your heavenly Father through the person of His son, Jesus. Why don't you pray that prayer right now? Just repeat after me say, Lord I believe that I am a sinner and that I deserve to go to hell God is sent your son. Go ahead, Those of you are watching and repeat what I'm saying I God, you snth your son Jesus Christ Die for my sin He was buried Three days later, he res eurrected from the dead I now confess You Lord Jesus, As my Lord As my Savior, come into my heart Come into my life and wash me from my sin And now say this, say Holy Spirit. I surrender my life to you Make me born again Jesus My friend, have you said that prayer Whichever way you said that prayer, as long as you believe, confess with your m, Jesus is Lord, and that he died on a cross for you and three days later you resurrection them and you repented and believe that message. The Bible says, whoever calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved. You are saved, my friend. hereere's what I want you to do There's gonna be an email that's gonna to be put on the video right here and I want you to write. I want you to write this channel and tell them that you accepted Christ as your Savior And B Ezekiel and the administrative staff of this channel will help you find a local church in your area that will point you in the right direction But we need to hear from you, say, M of God in that broadcast. I know you guys are talking about demons and devils, but I ended up getting saved. And I ended up renouncing all other gods. Which means you got to renounce all other gods and believe exclusively on the Son of God Welcome. to the family of God What's going on family? It'szeki One of my greatest burdens for this channel is after the video. You've been impacted. you just got saved, you just got delivered. Now what? We develop something called Freedom Guide. Freedom Guide is our digital directory that gives you access to every resource that we have available. 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